Friday, November 10, 2006 7:14 AM
Dear Journal, it's been a while since my previous post. I guess i was doing a lot of thinking and reflections every since the results of promotions. Our oral presentation kept us occupied too. After today, project work is finally over and i have sort of finished relfecting upon this year. Well, no one likes to fail in anything but i guess there are times when we have just have to accept it. I screwed my promotional exams and i have to repeat my J1. I took really long to accept it ever since my last paper but when the official results were out last friday, i just felt this overwhelming sadness gushing into me. I felt as if it was over for me. I had to bid my class farewell which was a really hard thing to do after going through so much together for this year. But i guess there are bound to be setbacks in life and this is so far my biggest setback. Everyone has their own setbacks, it's just some go through them in different chapters of their lives. So what if i have to repeat another year? Why do i have to care about what others will think about me? This is my life and i'm the one who's going to make the difference. If this kind of setback will stop me from moving on, i'm really a loser. So shall move on regardless of what others say. I'm going to give it another try. Honestly, i don't think i gave my best shot at the exams these year so i'm putting everything on the line next year. Recently,i came across this motivational poster in one of our school's classroom which goes like this; "if you want the rainbow, you have to learn to put up with the rain." Somewhat similar to "no pain, no gain". Everyone wants to see the rainbow but without rain, there will be no rainbow. This part of my life, i'm just learning to put up with the rain. I'm going to move closer to the rainbow of my life. I would like to thank everyone who were there for me when i felt everything was over for me. I really don't know what i could have done without you guys. I really appreciate it.=) To my beloved class 0612J: It's never easy to bid farewell but unfortunately we have to part for now. You guys have to move on. We'll still meet at the finishing line. This year was the toughest year of my school life yet it was fun. 2006 is drawing to an end and i have to admit it passed really fast. It seemed like yesterday when we first stepped into the class where Mr Yeo was sitting and waiting for us. So much things happened since then, whether good or bad stuffs, they were still memorable to me. Crapping together,studying together and many other stuffs. If there's one thing that i'm most upset over is that i'm not able to go through this journey with you guys. But i'm still blessed that i could still spend 1 whole year with you guys. Thank you for the pleasent memories, you guys put colours into my life and farewell.....I will miss being in the same class as you guys. Go for it,put everything on the line, i will always be behind you guys. Jia you! =) Don't avoid rough waters.Sail ON! Because calm seas never make a skillful sailor. I'm with you guys all the way! =D To my project group IJ070: Well, it's been a long time since we embarked on our project. Now it's finally completed after 7 months. It may not be perfect but i'm really proud of you guys.OP was great too.=)Thanks for covering up for whatever i didn't do and also when that bloody seck chye wrote irregularity report about me. I really appreciate it.=D I'm positive results really tally with the amount of efforts we have put in throughout the year. Now it's time you guys move on and get prepared for A's next year. Thank you Bethia,Michelle & Merrill and farwell..... I really enjoyed working with you guys. This is one project i will remember for life. IJ070 rocks! XD