Thursday, February 26, 2004 5:37 AM
seems like i have not been bloggin for weeks man....time is so scarse nowadays....tests after tests...
today,we ad asurprise sow set up by 2e4..it was etitled, the Whitleyan Idol...so funny...it was the most funny and hilarious oral presentationso far....the actors acted as if they had no face at all....i admired that....until now people think that 1e4 and 2e4s are the most spontanious and enthusiatic....i agree with that point to a large extent....guess that's where history skills come in...go 2e4...make us proud!!! We'll be behind you all the way!!! WhoOoOOo!!! leesons were boring as usual......for assembly,we had acouple of police offcers talking about crimes as usual.....after that instead of going back to class for lessons,we stayed in the hall to view the public canning of those who recently stole quite a number of handphones from other people....wham! ouch...that gotta hurt man.....after that,lessons seemed more boring than ever....after bell ring,i quickly had my lunch and went back up to the class to study for my history common test which was only half an hour away...when the time came,Mr Kor came in and gave out the test papers..as soon as i got the paper,i started to scribble out everything that i studied last night with my brother....after writing for half an hour,i noticed Yi An was sleeping away....seemed that his papers weren't even touched....he's damn strange sia....and EXTRA also....guess all monks are like him...gone case...then i asked him halfway the test why he weren't writing....he said that he did not felt like doing...SIAO GIN NA....crazy guy...after the test...i went for the computer class...man...it was crowded man...i managed to get out of the lab by 5.10,heading for the band room when Wai fong asked me to set up my instrument to get ready for marching....marching sucked today....not only it was disorganised,the others kept fidgiting it sedia position....got pissed off....after band...went back home and did my tuition homework and decided to turn inearly today....Shall stop here today....NitEz people..god bless...PeAcE...
Monday, February 23, 2004 6:10 AM
Haven't been blogging for the past 2 days....Getting lazier and lazier....
Monday was the worst the day of the week..."monday blues" got everyone in a sleepy and sloppy mood....had to do tie duties....go around renting ties to tiesless people...so sian...after the classes went back to their respective classes, wefound out that we were short of one tie and we were panicking...trying to find one pathetic ties within the whole school population....in the end,we decided to tell Mr Queck that we had missplaced it....First few classes were BORING....PE was even more sian....we were running here and there holding a dumb piece of baton....today Mr Kor didn't come to school...wonder what happened to him...hope he can come back tomorrow....or we have to face Mrs Ng in his lessons like we did today....and she held us back 5 minutes after bell ring....just because Moses and some other guys were making a nuisence....after recess,had three whole periods of Mr Lim...that made things worst.....he scolded me today for not updating my work....History didn't help much but to make it worst, it make us more sleepy than we were....at least Chinese was ok..i guess....we were grouped into groups,disscuss some dumb thing that we didn't....with Whatt Kiang and Su Ling arguing over some childish stuffs, we were wondering what to present in 5 minutes.....Guo Xian asked me to copy some sentences from the textbook which he thought was the answer and when it came to our group's turn to present, we were stalling and Whatt Kiang and Su Ling were like asking each other to present it infront of the whole class....in the end,Mdm Wan scolded us and skipped our group....the rest..Bleah....In the ed Su Ling had to do the presenting of our rubbish work..She got the scolding and the humiliation too...sorry for her...but dumb luck for her to be with us.....anyway the bell went off and we were dissmissed....finally....i went to eat my lunch,then headed for my chinese tuition...felt so sleepy during chinses tuition...guess not enough sleep last night....Yawn~....I headed home as soon as my tuition ended...i still had a tennis lesson waiting for me at my house tennis court....what a tight schedule......i reached home at 4.30...got ready and went out with my racket....today's lesson was tiring...i played matched with the coach....i almost beat him though....after the lesson,i went back up finding my mum asking me to go down to the barbeque pit to help start the fire as she went to fetch our guests for the next 2 days....i almost forgot about the fact that we were gona ave 11 people crammed and staying over at our house......haiz...it was gona be a rough evening...while i watched the fire practicing my clarinet,trying hard to memorise my Hawaii five-o.....blame myself for having a lousy memory..when my parents came back with the guest, i went back up,took a shower and started my homework for the day.....i went on and on......til 11.....yawn...so sleepy...but still incomplete....homework or sleep? i had to make a choice...a quick one too.......i decided to continue with my homework after i blogged....Shall stop here for today...what a day man....i better turn in soon man...tomorrow is also gona be a busy day for me......i am busy EVERYDAY....haiz...Nitez people...God bless you....PeAcE....
Friday, February 20, 2004 10:49 PM
today,instead of changing into school uniform,i changed into my white sleeve and white pants...i am finally going to the RGS investiture which i have been waiting for weeks today!!! So excited man....can't wait to get some chio bu's number.....heheh....hope i can see my primary school friend Nadzira whom i didn't see for 2 years already....man, really curious how much she changed.....when i got into school,it was just nice, 7 am sharp which was the time which i am suposed to meet Garnesh and Samuel who was going along with me to share the fun and excitement....Garnesh arrived 2 mins later...but Samuel in the other hand, did not arrive even after 10 mins....suddenly my phone in my pocket vibrated...it was from Samuel,he told me that he was gona be late....Should have known....i gotta to admit he has got a very nice timing....he chooses this important day to be late...we diecided to meet him at the bustop so that we can go there straight away.....we met him at the bustop and hurried off in bus 88....when we reached reached opposite Beatty Sec sch,where we were suposed to change bus,i feared being late and sugest taking taxi there...but Samuel said he had no $$$ and he insisted on waiting for the bus...Luckily the bus came shortly and we took it without hesitation....we reached there around 7.50...we saw three St.Josephian prefects waiting at the bustop....when we alighted the bus,they approached us,starting with a couple of shaking hands and set off for our destination together.....when we approached the school, we put on out blazers and stepped in.....the school entrance was grand....but we had no time to look around as we were late and we could hear someone giving a speech....we were assured to our seats by a prefect and sat down adn tried to catch up with what we missed earlier on because of Samuel....The speech was okay i guess...not too boring unlike our school's speeches made by Mrs Fong,who is really good at putting us to sleep with her boring speeches.....Halfway through the speech,the sun started to shine into my eyes,man,the sunlight is strong today....felt like being roasted in a oven....i could see my primary school friend whom i mentioned earlier.....sitting at the third row...she seemed the same when we were in the same class in P6.....and my tuition friend,Kar Way who sat at the last row....i guess they didn't see me....can't wait to talk to them later...after the speech,it was the lighting torch ceremony...at first me,garnesh and samuel were curious to know what it is......this was what we saw....the old executive committee who had litted candles woth them,passed on the fire to the new executive committee...like they pass on their roles over to them....isn't that such a creative and wonderful idea? i hope our school can come up with such creative and immaginative idea.....no wonder it's RGS....the head prefect was quite a looker....as well as most prefects...heheh....felt like i was in paradise.....during the ceremony,we could hear the melodious song sung by the school's choir...they sounded so wonderful...wish our school choir can sing the way they do....after the ceremony,the sec 3 prefects sang a series of song along with some dance steps and they were quite funny at times....halfway through,they got a little bit lost....but managed to get back on the right track....i admired their courage for that....aftter their performance,the sec 4 prefects put up a show which was a dnace and it was funny and yet nice...not only they were creative but also united as 1....that's our dream for our school prefects to be united....after the whole thing,we were asked to dig in to the foods at the canteen...we were asked by 2 prefects to join the chinese high prefects later when touring....probably because our blazers were in the same colour....in the canteen,i saw the 2 cedar secondary prefects who i assured during our prefect's investiture with yi cheng...i was surprised they managed to recognise me...they waved at me and so did i....Nadzira came up to me and told me she saw me from below....amazing...her sight definately improved.....she introduced me to her parents who were right beside her....and Kar Way walked passed talking to Nadzira and told her that i was her tuition friend...Nadzira was surprised....she must be wondering how can i have so many connections...heheh.....the food there was wonderful...Yum...yum...we were all hungry but didn't dared to go for a second round as we were pai seh...so no choice but to continue on with half filled stomach...3 prefects assured us around the school....Cynthia,Denise and Angelina....they were very friendly.....Garnesh was like telling me that he found Cynthia cute.....the school was bigger than we thought, did lots of walking.....but i guess the girls couldn't boast as the chinese high students whose school was at least thrice bigger than theirs.....but what have our school got to boast??? Pathetic man....After walking aroung for an hour,we noticed that 80% of their rooms were air conditioned....that made us feel very jealous...Grrrr.....around at 10..we were done touring the school thanks to our "tour guides"and we headed to the last room which was the prefects room..they had 2 prefects room...about the same size as ours though....i didn't exactly know what the other one was for......we took a photo with out "tour guides" and signed the RGS guestbook....when most of the school were going back to their schools...we insisted on touring around more as i was pretty positive that we left out some places.....so Cynthia adn Clara, who helped her be a "tour guide" as denise and angelina was gone......Cynthia asked her seniors in our place whether we could take a peek of their band room....at first the seniors seemed reluctened but eventually,she granted us the permission....the band room was smaller than ours....but it was kinda cozy....after touring the band room,we went to some other places we havent been to as our main objective is to waste time,to ,miss our lessons......heheh....aftert looking around and chatting with the girls.....at 11.30 sharp...we were finally done....statisfied and amazed.....legs aching...not to mention HOT....they were kind enough to sacrifice part of their lunch time and escort us to the bustop...when our bus came, we bid farewell to each other,hoping we will meet up again someday.........In the bus,granesh was commenting on Cynthia,he sounded desperate...heheh.Samuel went for his music lessons while garnesh and i headed for school as our bags were in the prefect's room......When we reached school,the bell just rang....i changed into my outside clothes and played badminton with ee sheng for half an hour and took a cab to the dentist.....when i reached there the taxi fare was $7...kaoz...so expensive sia....but thanks to the driver i arrived just in time for my appointment...the doctor tightended my braces more today...ouch...has been hurting me ever since.....cant even eat..i went back to school to borrow a clarinet to parctise and headed for my chinese tuition....after my tuition i headed home....reached home at 7....pooped and exhausted....i took a shower,ate and studied for a while til i started practicing on my clarinet....i still have to memorize 2 songs....i can forget about sleeping tonight.....i shall stop here for today...Today was a wonderful day as i enjoyed my hospitality at RGS,met my old friend and toured around their school......and not to forget that i met many cute girls....heheh....i hope days like this will come more often.....i can't wait to go for another investiture man....Lastly,i would like to congratulate all the prefects in RGSPB(Raffles Girls Secondary Precfectorial Board) of making today's investiture a success...wishing them all the best in serving their school..Thank you girls...we've had a splendid time.....May god bless every single one of them....Nitez people....Peace to everyone.........
-S.H
today,instead of changing into school uniform,i changed into my white sleeve and white pants...i am finally going to the RGS investiture which i have been waiting for weeks today!!! So excited man....can't wait to get some chio bu's number.....heheh....hope i can see my primary school friend Nadzira whom i didn't see for 2 years already....man, really curious how much she changed.....when i got into school,it was just nice, 7 am sharp which was the time which i am suposed to meet Garnesh and Samuel who was going along with me to share the fun and excitement....Garnesh arrived 2 mins later...but Samuel in the other hand, did not arrive even after 10 mins....suddenly my phone in my pocket vibrated...it was from Samuel,he told me that he was gona be late....Should have known....i gotta to admit he has got a very nice timing....he chooses this important day to be late...we diecided to meet him at the bustop so that we can go there straight away.....we met him at the bustop and hurried off in bus 88....when we reached reached opposite Beatty Sec sch,where we were suposed to change bus,i feared being late and sugest taking taxi there...but Samuel said he had no $$$ and he insisted on waiting for the bus...Luckily the bus came shortly and we took it without hesitation....we reached there around 7.50...we saw three St.Josephian prefects waiting at the bustop....when we alighted the bus,they approached us,starting with a couple of shaking hands and set off for our destination together.....when we approached the school, we put on out blazers and stepped in.....the school entrance was grand....but we had no time to look around as we were late and we could hear someone giving a speech....we were assured to our seats by a prefect and sat down adn tried to catch up with what we missed earlier on because of Samuel....The speech was okay i guess...not too boring unlike our school's speeches made by Mrs Fong,who is really good at putting us to sleep with her boring speeches.....Halfway through the speech,the sun started to shine into my eyes,man,the sunlight is strong today....felt like being roasted in a oven....i could see my primary school friend whom i mentioned earlier.....sitting at the third row...she seemed the same when we were in the same class in P6.....and my tuition friend,Kar Way who sat at the last row....i guess they didn't see me....can't wait to talk to them later...after the speech,it was the lighting torch ceremony...at first me,garnesh and samuel were curious to know what it is......this was what we saw....the old executive committee who had litted candles woth them,passed on the fire to the new executive committee...like they pass on their roles over to them....isn't that such a creative and wonderful idea? i hope our school can come up with such creative and immaginative idea.....no wonder it's RGS....the head prefect was quite a looker....as well as most prefects...heheh....felt like i was in paradise.....during the ceremony,we could hear the melodious song sung by the school's choir...they sounded so wonderful...wish our school choir can sing the way they do....after the ceremony,the sec 3 prefects sang a series of song along with some dance steps and they were quite funny at times....halfway through,they got a little bit lost....but managed to get back on the right track....i admired their courage for that....aftter their performance,the sec 4 prefects put up a show which was a dnace and it was funny and yet nice...not only they were creative but also united as 1....that's our dream for our school prefects to be united....after the whole thing,we were asked to dig in to the foods at the canteen...we were asked by 2 prefects to join the chinese high prefects later when touring....probably because our blazers were in the same colour....in the canteen,i saw the 2 cedar secondary prefects who i assured during our prefect's investiture with yi cheng...i was surprised they managed to recognise me...they waved at me and so did i....Nadzira came up to me and told me she saw me from below....amazing...her sight definately improved.....she introduced me to her parents who were right beside her....and Kar Way walked passed talking to Nadzira and told her that i was her tuition friend...Nadzira was surprised....she must be wondering how can i have so many connections...heheh.....the food there was wonderful...Yum...yum...we were all hungry but didn't dared to go for a second round as we were pai seh...so no choice but to continue on with half filled stomach...3 prefects assured us around the school....Cynthia,Denise and Angelina....they were very friendly.....Garnesh was like telling me that he found Cynthia cute.....the school was bigger than we thought, did lots of walking.....but i guess the girls couldn't boast as the chinese high students whose school was at least thrice bigger than theirs.....but what have our school got to boast??? Pathetic man....After walking aroung for an hour,we noticed that 80% of their rooms were air conditioned....that made us feel very jealous...Grrrr.....around at 10..we were done touring the school thanks to our "tour guides"and we headed to the last room which was the prefects room..they had 2 prefects room...about the same size as ours though....i didn't exactly know what the other one was for......we took a photo with out "tour guides" and signed the RGS guestbook....when most of the school were going back to their schools...we insisted on touring around more as i was pretty positive that we left out some places.....so Cynthia adn Clara, who helped her be a "tour guide" as denise and angelina was gone......Cynthia asked her seniors in our place whether we could take a peek of their band room....at first the seniors seemed reluctened but eventually,she granted us the permission....the band room was smaller than ours....but it was kinda cozy....after touring the band room,we went to some other places we havent been to as our main objective is to waste time,to ,miss our lessons......heheh....aftert looking around and chatting with the girls.....at 11.30 sharp...we were finally done....statisfied and amazed.....legs aching...not to mention HOT....they were kind enough to sacrifice part of their lunch time and escort us to the bustop...when our bus came, we bid farewell to each other,hoping we will meet up again someday.........In the bus,granesh was commenting on Cynthia,he sounded desperate...heheh.Samuel went for his music lessons while garnesh and i headed for school as our bags were in the prefect's room......When we reached school,the bell just rang....i changed into my outside clothes and played badminton with ee sheng for half an hour and took a cab to the dentist.....when i reached there the taxi fare was $7...kaoz...so expensive sia....but thanks to the driver i arrived just in time for my appointment...the doctor tightended my braces more today...ouch...has been hurting me ever since.....cant even eat..i went back to school to borrow a clarinet to parctise and headed for my chinese tuition....after my tuition i headed home....reached home at 7....pooped and exhausted....i took a shower,ate and studied for a while til i started practicing on my clarinet....i still have to memorize 2 songs....i can forget about sleeping tonight.....i shall stop here for today...Today was a wonderful day as i enjoyed my hospitality at RGS,met my old friend and toured around their school......and not to forget that i met many cute girls....heheh....i hope days like this will come more often.....i can't wait to go for another investiture man....Lastly,i would like to congratulate all the prefects in RGSPB(Raffles Girls Secondary Precfectorial Board) of making today's investiture a success...wishing them all the best in serving their school..Thank you girls...we've had a splendid time.....May god bless every single one of them....Nitez people....Peace to everyone.........
-S.H
Thursday, February 19, 2004 6:12 AM
haven't been blogging for 2 days already...the more i don't blog,the more i don't want to blog....Firstly,Laziness and nothing special have been going on for the past 2 days.....
School was boring as usual......after school we went for the IPW thingy and i am afraid that my group is not doing too well....i hope the guys in my group will be serious with their work....After the IPW,we went for the IT lesson...Mr Bambang seemed pissed today....maybe because he taught 4 consecutive classes and needed a break....Hope he will be in a better mood next week....After IPW,i went for band....during band,i yawned lots of times....guess i am that tired....As soon as band was over i walked down to the bustop with Sam,talking crap....and took the same bus and split when i had to get off....i collected my blazer today and was getting excited for tomorrow's RGS prefect's investiture....It's gona be my very first investiture that i was about to visit....Can't wait to see if there is any chio bu there....heheh....there was no homework today and decided to hit the bed early....don't want myself to yawn in their investiture....I've got a busy day tomorrow,so i shall stop here today....I guess you guys must be wondering why i wrote so short today....mainly because nothing much happened.....NiteZ people....God bless....PeAcE......
Tuesday, February 17, 2004 3:37 AM
i didn't blog yesterday as there was nothing much to write about besides the fact that i was kinda sick and didn't go to school....
it was another beautiful morning about to be wasted in school....Haiz...beautiful days don't come so much and we should treasure it but no choice though....school was boring today..First two periods Chemistry....Wa biang eh....After half an hour since the lesson started,it seemed that almost the whole class was asleep...i've got to hand it to Mrs Ng when it comes to putting us to sleep with her boring lessons...Luckily i maanged to pull through her lessons without falling asleep but came close to it as i had sufficient sleep since Sunday....after chemistry was double e-maths...miss tan kept made us sit down and stand up because our class was rowdier than usual....when i was standing up,i felt something in my nose....when i wiped it,it was blood...i quickly ransacked my bag for tissue paper and got it just in time blood started to drip continuously....Don't know why i nosebleed soOooOO much...if this continues,i might need blood transplant le......Haiz...The blood kept coming out and Miss Tan asked me to go to the toilet to wash up....i did so....it took around 10 mins for my blood to stop driping...think i lost quite a lot of blood...hope it will stop for the day....i went back to the class and concentrated on the remaining time of the lessons....We went off only 5 seconds after te bell as Miss Tan held us back for 5 seconds....Recess was as usual....when i came back...Gabriel was like telling me what he saw in my in-box messages...i was frustrated,angry and were about to explode...this was the second time someone invaded my privacy....i was mad at it and couldn't concetrate on my next few periods of lessons as my mind onli contained hatred of him....clentching my fist tight....controlling....i even wanted to report to teacher of invading other people's privacy and somewhat stealing in a sense he dug my bag to look for my handphone just to get back at me for knowing so much of his crush...what an ASSHOLE....Fark him man.....But i managed to cool down by the end of school.....After my lunch,i went for a dumb workshop which i don't know how it was going to benefit us....the workshops that school organized mostly left us a boring impression...i was right...the workshop was boring...the worst part of it was that i had to cough out 10 big bucks from my own pocket.....Crap man...after the workshop my mum fetched me home and when i reached home,i bathed,ate then studied for my e maths common test tomorrow...so scared man....Shall stop here for today...Lots of luck to everyone who's having the maths common test....make sure you bring your calculators and becareful...always double check your work ok? All the best...May God bless everyone...Peace....
-S.H
Monday, February 16, 2004 7:23 AM
i didn't blog yesterday because i forgot to...... So this shall be what happened yesterday instead of Today...
woke up at 9 having a serious case of running nose...went to wash my face and started nosebleed....it was a bad omen of an incoming bad luck.....i got ready for my last badminton training as my parents asked me to concentrate on studies....i hated to give up on anything but i really had no choice....when i reached there it was still early and my nose kept me busy by sneezing and sneezing........haiz...i am sOOoOO SICK....might not make it to school tomorrow man...i am just hoping to last throughout my training...10minutes before our lesson....the coach asked me to play a match with a girl whom i knew and got beaten by her AGAIN with the score of 11-9..Grr....After that,he asked me to played with another girl but luckily,this i time i managed to win her with the score of 11-8..heheh...she was like keep saying that i am good....Ee sheng arrived just in time for the lesson....the coach asked him to lead the warming up as usual....during the warm up,i sneezed like mad and people were laughing at me.....felt sooOoO embarrassed....during the footwork,my sneezing was no better but infact it got worse and eneded u getting scolding for making mistakes....and Ee sheng was like laughing away and saying "serve you right"...damn that idiot....when will the sneezing stop???haiz....after our footwork,we played matches against each other and i kinda enjoyed it.......we stopped playing matches at around 3.45 and started running up the stairs and down...after that,sprinting here and there....huff..puff...so tired man...then we had to do 20 situps and pushups before we could pack up....after our seroes of pushups and situps, me and ee sheng dodn't wanted to go home but play longer instead....we played til 5 and decided to go as other classes were about to start......while waiting for the bus in the bustop,my nose started to bleed again....then ee sheng went to get me some tissue papers while i used my towel to wipe my bleeding and as a result,my towel became bloody....my mum's gona kill me for that.....we talked about lots of stuffs together in the bus and split up at newton...i got down at newton and took a bus home....in the bus heading home,my nose started bleeding again and i feared i will have insufficient blood in my body as i think i lost quite an amount of blood for my last 3 nosebleeds....when i reached home,i did my homework and when my parents came in, they started to talk about my results and future....and they came to a conclusion of asking me to quit band...my heart got a shock.....what??? QUIT BAND??? Hell no way man...that's what i said but they insisted on as my academic results were slowly going down.....But i kept arguing," what about all the devotion,effort and time i put in??? Band has become part and parcle of my life...so many friends,so many memories...how can i quit?"but it was all no use...I argued with my parents til 12 midnight and i had no choice.......they have made up their mind...i was very sad...wanted to cry out loud on that spot if it wasn't so late...2 years of hardships and....and....countless experience....SYF...Festpiel....were vanishing infront of my eyes....I was pinching myself,hoping it was a bad dream and would wake up....What should i do??? Felt like crying...my heart started to cry....my mind went blank....couldn't sleep.....all that was in my mind was the memories i had in band......trying to hold them tight....not letting them go......My heart was about to break up into millions of pieces....i regreted not studying and not setting my mindset into the right direction...but it was just too late for regrets.....I guess this is the sacrifice i have to make for my future......i hate to quit because i ain't no QUITTERS as i think QUITTERS are LOSERS......too many things in mind now so i shall stop here......Haiz...what to do??? Can anyone tell me what i am suposed to do????
i didn't blog yesterday because i forgot to......
woke up at 9 having a serious case of running nose...went to wash my face and started nosebleed....it was a bad omen of an incoming bad luck.....i got ready for my last badminton training as my parents asked me to concentrate on studies....i hated to give up on anything but i really had no choice....when i reached there it was still early and my nose kept me busy by sneezing and sneezing........haiz...i am sOOoOO SICK....might not make it to school tomorrow man...i am just hoping to last throughout my training...10minutes before our lesson....the coach asked me to play a match with a girl whom i knew and got beaten by her AGAIN with the score of 11-9..Grr....After that,he asked me to played with another girl but luckily,this i time i managed to win her with the score of 11-8..heheh...she was like keep saying that i am good....Ee sheng arrived just in time for the lesson....the coach asked him to lead the warming up as usual....during the warm up,i sneezed like mad and people were laughing at me.....felt sooOoO embarrassed....during the footwork,my sneezing was no better but infact it got worse and eneded u getting scolding for making mistakes....and Ee sheng was like laughing away and saying "serve you right"...damn that idiot....when will the sneezing stop???haiz....after our footwork,we played matches against each other and i kinda enjoyed it.......we stopped playing matches at around 3.45 and started running up the stairs and down...after that,sprinting here and there....huff..puff...so tired man...then we had to do 20 situps and pushups before we could pack up....after our seroes of pushups and situps, me and ee sheng dodn't wanted to go home but play longer instead....we played til 5 and decided to go as other classes were about to start......while waiting for the bus in the bustop,my nose started to bleed again....then ee sheng went to get me some tissue papers while i used my towel to wipe my bleeding and as a result,my towel became bloody....my mum's gona kill me for that.....we talked about lots of stuffs together in the bus and split up at newton...i got down at newton and took a bus home....in the bus heading home,my nose started bleeding again and i feared i will have insufficient blood in my body as i think i lost quite an amount of blood for my last 3 nosebleeds....when i reached home,i did my homework and when my parents came in, they started to talk about my results and future....and they came to a conclusion of asking me to quit band...my heart got a shock.....what??? QUIT BAND??? Hell no way man...that's what i said but they insisted on as my academic results were slowly going down.....But i keep arguing," what about all the devotion,effort and time i put in??? Band has become part and parcle of my life...so many friends,so many memories...how can i quit?"but it was all no use...I argued with my parents til 12 midnight and i had no choice.......they have made up their mind...i was very sad...wanted to cry out loud on that spot if it wasn't so late...2 years of hardships and....and....countless experience....SYF...Festpiel....were vanishing infront of my eyes....I was pinching myself,hoping it was a bad dream and would wake up....What should i do??? Felt like crying...my heart started to cry....my mind went blank....couldn't sleep.....all that was in my mind was the memories i had in band......trying to hold them tight....not letting them go......My heart was about to break up into millions of pieces....i regreted not studying and not setting my mindset into the right direction...but it was just too late for regrets.....I guess this is the sacrifice i have to make for my future......i hate to quit because i ain't no QUITTERS as i think QUITTERS are LOSERS......too many things in mind now so i shall stop here......Haiz...what to do??? Can anyone tell me what i am suposed to do????
Saturday, February 14, 2004 7:30 AM
Love is in the air....Can just smell it anywhere....
Valentine's day.....wasting it by going to school....anyway,i also got nobody to spend it with....bet noone would ever would....kinda envy those who are with their loved ones.....it's a tradition for me to be spending valentine's day reflecting on myself....it will always be spent that way for me....believe me.....anyway,i went to my usual saturday korean school while other people are in school busy with their CCAs...i wanted to participate in the marching practice as i had neglected my marching and afraid that i will cock up during the balloon hats festival in sentosa.....But can't do man....my old man is so strict about this thingy.....I got back my exam scripts today...i did better than i thought i would do...maths 78,history 85 and korean laguage 82...which would add up to a average of 81...WhoOoOo....first time get this high...heheh....We spent our last 2 periods watching a movie but i slept throught out the whole thing....so freaking tired....after school,i was wondering whether i should go for band or go home and sleep but my body voted for band....i reached there at 3,30....sure takes a long time to reach school from paya lebar....When i reached there, edwin was keep telling me about the new stand....so irritating...like a kid man....can't believe he is grouped under "teenagers"......Band was over at 5...i onli spent merely an hour there....I hurried home as i didn't want my mum to get grumpy again....reached home at 6 plus....showed my results to my parents,they were proud of me...i went down to my block tennis court to do the overdued exercise that i was neglecting...i had to work on my serve anyway.....playing tennis alone is bery boring but no choice either.....I went back up in an hours time and sat in front of the TV for another hour and last 2 hours on computer until i felt sleepy....Kinda regret spending another valentine's day like this...maybe i should have asked someone out instead of going for band....but too late to regret now....I hope next year's will be much more pleasent one...if i will spend my sec 4 life in singapore...hope my old man will let me stay here.....Shall stop blogging here...Happy valentine's day to every couple in the world and may wish your relationship will be smooth throughout the year 2004....i hope will ask someone to be my valentine next year....heheh....although the chances of being rejected will be close to 100%...i am gona have to bet my face and take the chances.....Nitez to everyone...and may god bless all couples with smooth relationship.....and also bless those without anyone spending the day with them, helping them in getting themselves a valentine next valentine's day...i am included too...heheh....Peace...
-S.H
Another day,another dollar.....
Such a beautiful day wasted going to school.....We went to Nee Shun camp first with 3e3,3n1 and 5n1 while the other classes went to the SDC(singapore discovery centre)....Nee Shun camp was boring...although the soldiers or should i call them the guiders were polite.....I fell asleep in their speeches and video....i regreted it...it was kinda rude....by noon,everyone couldn't wait to get out of there....so did i....then we proceeded to SDC next.....When we reached there, we saw the other classes going out...probably going to Nee Shun camp which we came from.....We waved at some of them....SDC wasn't better then Nee Shun Camp either....spent 13 big bucks on my lunch....Ee sheng borrowed 10 dollars from me....and that made me left with 2 dollars...i am gona make him cough them out to me when we go for Sunday's badminton training....of course plus some interest and GST...heheh....The only thing i liked about the SDC was that it wasn't as hot as in Nee Shun camp as the whole building,practically was air conditioned.....we were given worksheets to do but obviously we couldn't be bothered to do it....We played games there,which was too bad....Moses kept switching partners for the soccer game which he and his partner were to block goals.....and the best thing about it is their faces will apear in the screen....then they started to block goals by goals....when Moses thought it really wasn't a challenge,he started dancing while he blocked,he was soOoOo funny...and others also stared to laugh...even the primary school kids there....Some of us went on a stimulator ride which wasn't so scary...but we screamed as if we were being raped...heheh...i screamed til i felt sick and wanted to vomit but i took that as a form of relieving stress...it was soon time to go and on our way out,some guys from our class started going,"wHoOoOoo"...i was curious to find out what was going on and i found out that the reason for their act was because 2 couples, Jingling and David,Emmeline and Zhi hao was holding hands....They made me kinda envy of them....and i thought, tomorrow is valentine's day,can't they even wait?? When we reached school,Jasper and Austin asked me to join them in going to Levin's birthday party...but i didn't want to as i didn't want to mess up the party...but they pulled me all the way there...i duno what happened to me that day but i was feeling down and had spent half of the party being consoled by De hui who gave me a tremendous help in getting my old self back....I really have to admit that he is very convincing and is very good in persuading as well....even i gave in to him....anyway,i enjoyed the other half of the party....until my parents called me saying that they reached where i was...But that was when Levin was about to blow the candles as they were repeated blown off by the wind.....They just decided to light up one candle as it was just impossible to light up candles with such strong wind....and besides jasper and gerald couldn't wait to play a prank on levin....a dirty one too....they bought 2 condoms and filled it up with ice and was about to make him suck it.,...yuck...lucky it wasn't my birthday that day.....Not only Levin sucked the condoms filled with ice,his whole face, including part of his hair was smudged with chocolate cake as janice splat the cake into his face,asking him to find the candles inside as a form of revenge.....don't really know what he did to her but i joined in the fun of messing him up and as a result,my shirt was smudged with chocolate and curry.....but i didn't mind....when it was all over i went to my dad's car and went home....What a long and tiring day,but it was indeed the most exciting day of 2004 so far....who knows,might have even better days than today.....hopefully....Looks like 2004 is turning out to be a great year so far.....i shall stop blogging here....exhausted.....Nitez to everyone and wishing Levin a very happy and meaningful Birthday....May god bless him....of course others as well....Peace...
-S.H
Thursday, February 12, 2004 4:55 AM
Hi everyone....
Nothing much happened in school today except that we had our chinese common test during our lst 2 periods of chinese....During the test,i urgently needed to go to the toilet but the stupid Mdm Wan just didn't let me...just my luck being taught by her this year....hopefully i will get out from her class next year...I studied quite a lot..and was hoping to achieve my target which was 40 out of 50....When i wanted to do my first question,suddenly my mind went blank and couldn't remember a single thing....Die.....But i managed to remember most of them except for 4 questions....the rest was okay.....went we went off with the bell,i went to the band room to set up my instrument and went to makan in the canteen....After a delicious lunch,i went to the AVA room for a briefing regarding the IPW project work.....it wad kinda boring...felt like my only reason being there was the good ol' air conditioner to cool myself....it was over by 3.30 and went for band....they were playing bolero....Just can't stand that Edwin man...getting more irritating and stuck up day by day......He underestimate me,thinking i am always lost during playing but ended up he being more lost then i was....What a dope...he was keep asking Mr tay to play Straship as he wanted to show off his piano "skills" infront of the whole band....He told me he were in grade 8 but nobody believed him as he was full of crap....He even went out there without a score saying that he had memorized the whole score....What and extra kia....just another act to build up his reputation.....during the play,i couldn't even hear the piano and wondered what the "grade 8 pianist" was doing...When the sond ended,Mr Tay say he was still playing too soft....I think he plays soft because he is afraid he might play wrongly...what a sissy...band was finally over by 5.45....when others were keeping their stuffs,i teased mr tay saying that he will be lonely as there will be no one the spent the valentine's day with him....i hope i gave him a blow...heheh...recently,a korean who has the same name as mine married off his ex-girlfriend....heheh....i love that guy man....maybe he's cursed by me...hope i will haunt him til he rest in peace...heheh....I went home,exhausted.....today,i decided to turn in early as i had a foeld trip tomorrow...yipee...so excited....first field trip of 2004....no lessons...song~ man....i shall stop blogging le....So tired...Goodnite people...God bless everyone....Peace
-S.H
Wednesday, February 11, 2004 3:39 AM
I woke up in the morning looking at the mirror, continuously scratching my head....my hair was all messed up and looking at that,i realize that i need a haircut soon.....School started great when Mr Kor revealed our physics ccmmon test marks....still can't believe i got 20 and a half mark over 25...that was my greatest achievement since 2004...WhooOOoOO....this has made me very happy and proud of myself....and made me realize that i could do anything as long i am determined and work for it....just that i dodn't realize it for 2 years......but as my chemistry marks were so bad,it pulled me down to 65...which was just B3.....i guess i can take this a form of lesson....5 mins before PE,Mr Zuk came in our class, looking for Levin who was absent...he was surprised or should i say dissapointed to hear that he was absent from school....Levin was actually to assist him regarding today's total defence day evacuation or our anual evacuation exercise.....I volunteered to help him in Levin's place,thinking that i will miss my lessons by doing that....he was glad to hear that and asked me to look for him in the staff room straight after PE.....When the bell rang, we changed into out PE attire to go for PE....As usual,we had to do the trial for the 2.4km run....this time, i ran bare-footed as i wanted to achieve a faster time than the previous one which i was not statisfied with it.....When he gave us the signal to start,we all chiong like hell as evry second was precious.....Slowly,i started to get tired,legs started to ache but i didn't stop.....All that was in my mind was to complete the "race"....at my last round, i chiong with all i've had and reached the finishing point where the fast runners like ahmad Loufi ,Moses and Mark with Fardhan who was just infront of me panting like i never did.....eventually,i've got a better timing of 12min and 40 seconds....Mr Yeo was impressed.....but i was still not statisfied....When i cooled down a bit,i realized that i had raised 2 more blisters, one on each foot which sumed up to 4 blisters....couldn't even walk properly....OuchiE...i guess i didn't notice it during the run as i was too absorbed on completing the run.......I quickly changed and went looking for Mr Zuk at nine as promised....On my way, i saw Kevin who was also looking for him and made our way to the staff room together.....When we got there, he told us to arrange some tables and chairs in the music room for a conferance later.....After we did,Kevin went to open the piano cover and started playing crap....Then i played a couple of songs then we went back to our respective classes....Recess was fine and we went back to our classes finding Mdm Wan waiting for the arrivals of my classmates....She said we are not going to have chinese lessons due to the evacuating exercise......When the fire alarm went off, Moses started shouting,"help,help!!" He was very funny and the whole class started laughing...even Mdm Wan laughed too...what a joker....Heheh...I was asked by Mr Zuk to go to the music room when others were evacuating to the basketball court as he wanted me to run errands that were suposed to be runned by Levin.....He said that reporters will be coming in later and for a moment i thought i was going to be on TV but when the reporter,who were Mr Lim,Mr Yew and Mr Tan,our last year's chinese teacher....i knew that it was all acting....Mr Lim said he was from Channelnewsasia and his acting seemed so real,looked like a reporter who was desperate for information.....This "conferance lasted for around an hour and half....Dring the "conferance",i ran a lot of errands,which also means i did a lot of runnning ups and downs between the music room to the general office even though i had 4 blisters which were killing me....the whole exercise was finally over by 12.30....And we, student helpers were offered free lunch which wasn't that good....but i did consume some as they were free anyway....i went for computer class with some e3 friends and left at 4 for my chinese tuition til 5.....After that,i went home and studied for my chinese common test and maths class test.....Shall stop here for today....For all those who are taking the chinese test tomorrow, all the best!!! Lots of luck.....Bye people....GOdbless everyone i know...
S.H
Tuesday, February 10, 2004 6:26 AM
My alarm clocks woke me up at 6....And i knew i was gona be late if i didn't hurry....I guess that's the disadvantage of living far away from the school while people who lives near the school gets to have at least an extra hour of sleep....But as they say,"the early bird catches the worm"....guess i am a bird...LoL...i hurried of without breakfast and flagged for a taxi outside my house.....However i flagged, none of the taxis stopped as they were all carrying their passengers in them....Had seen at least 30 taxis but none stopped....but i continued to flag for one....Suddenly, a lady with two daughters came before me and started flagging for a taxi too....I was angry, frustrated and pissed off as i waited for 20 minuntes while she just jolly came beside me and started flagging me as though i was invisible.....I could not see any point continuing flagging for a cab and went to the bustop instead.....I took a bus which was overcrowded by students mostly from St. Margrets,Nanyang and Chinese High ....But i managed to squeeze my fat and big body inside.....hoping that lady with no respect for others was still desperately flagging for a cab.....if she was,serve her right man....i stopped at opposite Hwa Chong JC adn decided to catch a cab as i feared of being late...i am trying to have a clean record of punctuality as long as i am in Whitley....i was lucky to catch a cab and fast driver in it.....i managed to reach school by 7....i quickly out down my bag and went down to the inner quad for the usaul prefect gathering or so called,"meeting"....When i reached there,the meeting ended...DioNgZ...what bad timing i have....anyway,i proceeded to the canteen area which was my duty place and things when on smoothly.....After our flag raising ceremony,we prefects,monitress and monitors were called to the inner quad by our DM(discipline master),Mr Quek,to brief us about tomorrow's evacuation exercise in which many teachers will oberve and he wanted us to lead the school promtly and efficiently unlike yesterday which was a total failure....I really have to comment on his english man...it getting "better" day by day....Maybe that's why he didn't made a speech during our school's prefect's investiture so that he won't make a fool out of himslef...Heheheh...how smart of him....No wonder he is the DM....We started our first lessons with dissapointments and in agony as the fact that 3 quarter of the class failed the Chemistry common test upsetted us by a great deal....of course i did fail too....but only by a single pathetic mark...felt like crying man....this was the second subject that i flung...somemore only by few marks which could have been prevented.....Mark was praying he would pass and he did....He seemed to be doing quite well so far...Can't lose to him man....he once used to be my junior.....must maintain my pride....Mr Lim read our class's best.maybe the level's most well written composition done by Gabriel Yue, who has very,very extremely strong vocabulary and who is called the "walking dictionary"....i gave him that name...Heheheh...anyway i am not surprised he topped the composition....The starting was his composition was so nice, meaningful and CHIM and as well as throughout the whole essay......after reading finish,everyone started to clap while some of us were amazed at how high his level of vocabulary were...and how he ended up in this class....he could done better in other class....But of course he got proud after being continuously praised and started being sacarstic adn looked down o our english marks....Grrrr...i hate him when he is sacarastic, those people who know him as well as i do sure will inderstand me one....Our last 2 periods felt like they went down to the drain as Mrs Ang the PG and ME teacher took us to the AVA room to watch "Finding Nemo"??? Waste of our time...I'd rather stay in the class and finish up my homeworks.....The bell went off and so did we....After our lunch,we went for the IPW meeting which lasted for 30minutes and went for band...i hate sectionals man....they sux...so disorganized too....Luckily today's band practice seemed to pass much faster than other times.....But i still couldn't relax as i still had my a maths and chemitry tuition from 7 to 9 and still have not completed my homeworks and got a scolding from my teacher....but i was not alone none of my tuition friends did their neither...Heheh..LoL...Anyway,i managed to pull through 2 long hours of tuition....My mum called me saying that she was waiting outside to fetch me home...Good ol' mum,she sure do understand how i feel.....no one knows how to pamper like a mum man...although i hate her when she starts nagging....i reached home at 10, bathed and chiong my homeworks and studied some stuffs that was gona be tested on thursday.....I shall stop blogging here....Sorry people...i tried to cut down on the amount of my writiong but i simply can't when soooOOooo many things happen all in a day......I doubt anyone could read finish my Grandma "essay" with eyes open....I'll try my best to compensate....NiteZ people....Sweet DreamZ to all and God bless you people....PeAcE
-S.H
Monday, February 09, 2004 5:40 AM
I hate mondays...I don't know why but it's a strange kind of feeling that makes me dread school more than other days....I guess that's why some people call it "monday blues" maybe they right about it afterall....I woke up changed and set off for school....Today was monday, therefore Sam and i had to do the selling of ties which i didn't like....Some of them gave us the attitude and i really hate it....If they don't want to buy, why don't they just remember to bring theirs on every monday?? They are making us and themselves more difficult but it's just that they don't realize it that's all....Today's PE was tiring as we had the first trial for 2.4km which was part of our Physical Fittness Test....Making us run on a monday wasn't a good idea as it ended up most of us walking but i didn't....I wanted to build up some stamina for the test...Shelly tried to catch up with me a couple of times but she gave up the same number of times as she said my stamina is too good for hers but i think that's bullshit...it's just that her's isn't good....Due to everyone's slackiness,i came in second in my class....Some of my classmates were amazed,especially Mr Yeo...I guess he couldn't guess that such a fat boy like me can run that fast.....Heheh...He praised me too...First time though.....i could have been the first if Ahmad Loufi had slacked too....I can't believe he can run so fast even after coming in 4th for X-country....He is a machine man...Isn't he tired or doesn't his legs ache?? Maybe that's the reason why Hiddayah didn't turn up the school today....Coming in 1st in the level sure sounds tough....Anyway, the lessons went off smoothly,until the announcement was made for us to practice the evacuation route for the total defence day....i hate those practices...I think they are waste of our time...I don't believe our school will be struck by a meteorite or burn into ashes when there is a fire station near our school....talking about Kiasuism....Anyway we made our way, Moses and some other guys made Mr Lim shout a lot of times though but we made it...But untidily too....The whole school was untidy in fact...I think it was a total failure....when the whole school sat down on the burning hot basketball court as though we are on a frying pan and continously being shined by the hot rays of sunlight.....and we waited and waited.....pupils complained more as they waited more...Even the teachers did complain....although there was one advantage to this fire drill exercise which is missing our lessons but later we found that having lessons was way much better than being fried in the baskeyball court.....I don't see any difference between burning to death and fried to death.....actually by right, Mrs Fong and Mrs Ong has to stay behind even though the school's burning as they say,"the captain goes down with the ship"....heheheh.....But they'll never do that....We got to go back into the classrooms after a while....We got back our english papers as soon as we got back...i was sOoooOO nervous but it changed to dissapointment when i knew i onli got 18 out of 30 when the two bastards, gabriel yeu and mark was happy about getting 24 which was awfully high....Now i regret neglecting my reading....Gotta do better next time man.....Then we got back our history papers and it didn't help but in fact it made me feel worse as i flung my paper by 1 and a half mark and needed to take a re-test......i knew it....i suxed in history...I'd rather prefer geography...i am just not meant to be a historian....We had ting xie in chinese....Had no time to learn and had 4 mistakes as a result....was aiming for a perfect score though....When the bell went off,i headed for my chinese tuition.....Todayi didn't fall asleep like i used to...Quite proud of myself...Heheh...I quickly rushed home for my tennis lesson....it sure is a disadvantage living far from school...it takes me an hour to reach home...i tried my best but was late by 5 mins....the coach was always early.....don't know what happen to me...i flew 3 of my coach's ball and one of mine....i felt awfull....anyway,but it made me feel better after i played some ralliies with him and he said i have improved a great deal....it was over at 6....I went home,bathed and started doing all my overdued homework,by homework....and finished at 10....i shall stop blogging le....i can't help writing so many stuffs when so many things always happen on mondays....So tired....Tomorrow's gona be another busy day.....better turn in...yawn~....gotta wake up at 5....haiz....wish i can have more sleep....NiteZ everyone...God bless you people....Peace.......
-S.H
I started my day with ray of lights shinining continuosly into my eye.....and i got up thinking that i've got enough sleep for the day already....12 o'clock??? That was it,i was late for my usual sunday badminton training in Kallang...I got a call from Ee Sheng that he is eick and asked me to go alone for today...That idiot...chooses such a nice day to be sick....So i hurried of biting a piece of bread to the bus stop....Luckily the bus came early....But it was my first time trying that bus and unfortunately,that bus took a very long route passing queensway and cityhall.....It was too late to regret but just pray to God that i won't be late...Finally i reached Kallang MRT and flagged for a cab and i took one to the Singapore Badminton Association...It was just nice when i reached there...I could see the rest just starting with their footworks....The teacher asked me to warm myself up and join them quickly....and i did.....I noticed that there was a teacher that i haven't seen her before...Boy was she fierce...Every mistake i made,she would scold me....Kinda felt angry as i was doing my best with two blisters on my right foot....hust hoping it would hang on...Then we played matches....the people there were tough but i managed to came out with a result of 5 wins and 2 losses....after that we still had some strokes to do....We were running out of time and the female teacher whom i spoke of just now, was keep scolding us that we couldn't hit back her shots when her shots were so irregular and nobody could figure where she was gona hit next.....evryone felt as bad as i did as they were trying their best even though we were all pooped up from the matches earlier on.....some of us even wanted to aim for her head.....and then she kao bei that we never tried to hit back....and we all got very angry ans slowly started to lose our patience towards her.....Finally it ended and i was greatful that the plaster could hold my blister up and hoped it could last me til home....It was truly a tiring and the worst training i ever had...some of us were still grumbling about the teacher...so did i...i hope i will never see her again....It was certainly a long ride home and i almost fell asleep in the bus....When i reached home at 6, my dad asked me to change to go for shopping and dinner.....Lousy timing my dad has....My blister was killing me and the fact that we are going out worried me.....and also that i haven't done my homework that are overdued.....After 3 long hours of shopping,we came back....I quickly bathed and packed my stuffs for the next day....and right before i turned in,i used my liquid paper to turn my blue stripes of my addidas shoes to white so that i could wear it to school tomorrow....Yawn~...i was already too tired to do my homework....i shall stop blogging here....Peace to everyone....
-S.H
Saturday, February 07, 2004 6:45 AM
Saturday, 7th Febuary
Sorry to those people who are reading my Blog(which i doubt so) as i have not been blogging for a long time....Still can't cope with the amount of homework we get.....Anyway,the day started for me at six in the morning even though i was studying for today's big Korean Final Exams til 2 in the morning.....Yawn~...so sleepy....God was not on my side today.....I was hoping it rain til macrithcie park will be flooded so that the X-country can be postponed....i wanted to run man.....Grumbling,i went out with my hair messed and half awake....The bus trip was long and wanted to make good use of it by memorising my history facts but by the time i knew it,i was approaching my school, notes all over the floor and knew that i had fallen asleep in the bus.....When i reached school, it was still kind of early and revised my work til the invigilator came in the invigilate the first paper which was the Korean Language paper....Man, that was tough....Espcially the summary....switching from Englidh summary to Korean one sure isn't easy but i somehow pulled through it....Next was maths.....maths was a pice of cake as my teacher who is the setter has setted the exact questions from the expected questions worksheet which i have studied with my dad til 2 in the morning.. and answers for most of the questions were still afresh in my mind.....But next was history,which i was afraid as i still couldn't remember the facts....But again,i've pulled through it....As today was the examinations, we were let off 2 hours earlier then usual and my friends and i went to cyber-cafe and played all sorts of games for three long hours as form of a celebration....But boy, did my wallet suffered....I called Samuel and found out that Leo house won the X-country event which i still cant believe it....maybe it's all thanks to my absence.....Maybe i should be absent for my schools's event in order for Leo to win again....Heheh....After we spilt up,i went to orchard alone,had my lunch and wandered around and took a bus heading home....unfortunately i had fallen asleep in the bus again and went way past the bustop that i was suposed to stop....that made the sixth time i passed my bustop due to sleepiness....really got to get rid of that habbit of falling asleep whenever i am on board an vehicle....anyway,i reached home around 6.....finding my dad hasn't return from Malaysia where he was playing golf...and my brother and my mother was still in Korea....But my mother is gona come back tommorow morning which will put a stop to my freedom....so sad....Later still have to go to the airport with my dad to fetch her....so mah fan....Haiz....i guess i'll stop blogging here as i am getting complaints from readers that mine blog is like a webbie for essays.....Haha....I'll try my best to shorten it....ChaOz....
-S.H