Monday, February 28, 2005 4:04 AM
28/02/05Dear journal, today was the release of the o level results....Saw most of the seniors happy about their results...Saw some regreting...I guess miss singh wasn't joking about the "wake up call" this will be....It really reminded myself that i will be there next year & i must really buck up....Never imagined we would be taking the o's so soon....I will work hard,i won't have any regrets....Everybody who is taking o's this year, please work hard & make sure you won't regret....Start now...Don't wait until days before exam & start panicking....jus 8 more months....Jia YouZ!!! =DTo seniors who done well: Congratulations!!! I'm so glad & happy that all your hardwork for 4 long years have finally paid off!! You have done the teachers,the school & us very proud...Hope you can keep up your good work even when you go to JC/Poly later...All the very best for your endeavours in the future!!! I strongly believe you can do it!!! Jia You!! =DTo seniors who didn't get a statisfying grade: i'm so sorry that you didn't hit your aim...No words could describe how you feel but life's still got to go on....It's not the end of your life...I'm positive there's a path opened for you somewhere....You MUST not give up!!! As they say,"Failure is a road to success"...Everybody have faced their own failures...I know it's very hard to go on....But you have not even reached half of your long race, there's still time...There must be some other way....i do not know what other ways but i believe there is a path awaiting you somewhere.....Hopefully you will know what to do...you have not let me down yet,show us that you can do it....Keep trying,have persistance & NEVER EVER give up!!!I will always be behind you...Jia You!! =D
Thursday, February 24, 2005 6:14 AM
Dear Journal, feel stressed & tired lately....Tests after tests....No matter how i study,i don't get a statisfying mark...It's really frustrating...Really gotta work harder....Today was prefect's investiture....It was alright...i guess....A lot of schools came...Very nice people...Easy to mingle around...Made quite a number of new friends...Saw my pei cai friend too...haha...Yi cheng was damn funny as usual...I think that's why the guests enjoyed their visit...i toured with hougang sec school girls...& 1 of them was michelle Ng cousin!! haha...Nice girls man...Then after the guests left,took some pics...Regretted not being able to take more...I think overall was quite successful in the sense that the guests enjoyed their time & so did the whole board....Great job everyone!! =D [Thanks michelle for doing the video!!] After the whole thing was over,i went for band.....Damn tired...i was sleeping man...After abdn had meeting....Got a lot of scolding from jonathan & mosee....Feel damn bad as we didn't put in enought efforts to the game....Sorry jonathan & mosee.... felt real bad after meeting..don't know why...frustrated with myself....Always screwing everything up....i guess i'm really useless & a big burden.. Like the more i help the more trouble i make man....But i just wanted to help...Really feeling down...Why am i like this??? Why am i screwing everything up??? Why??? i'm just a.......Loser....