Friday, March 19, 2004 4:15 AM
heya people....my day started by going to the medical centre in the morning....i told my mum that i am perfectly alright but she insisted that i go and check....so i had no choice....went with her waited for 15 mins and i was late for my chinese tuition at 11.....after my "check up" with the doctor,i was definately normal.....but was already 25 mins late for my tuition.....feeling awfully for my teacher who has been waiting for alomost half an hour........i guess i am a burden everywhere i go...SiGh~...wish i could be more useful in this world..........anyway,my tuition teacher was kind enough to give me lessons until 12.30....i should be the luckiest student in the world to have such a great teacher....my teacher rOx man!!! anyway,after my tuition headed for band....when i reached the band room, i already had people coming to me,asking me to give them grease,reet(i am not sure how to spell) and had to fix pei wen's clarinet....gimme a break man....i had to sit in the band room for more than half an hour fixing pei wen's clarinet as she didn't een tell me which part was faulty and had to check every single button,power every button and compare with other clarinets while others were warming up before hitting the songs....missing all my warm ups....sat inside until the warm up was finishing but still couldn't find what was wrong....but it was better than before....but i just went out of the room as i couldn't stand the heat and got irritated.....i would appreciate it alot when people come to me with knowing which part is faulty....i am not a professional repair man for goodness sake....please people....GIMME A BREAK MAN.....when i went out to join the band,they were finishing their warm up already.....i had to start playing songs without warm up....Mr tay started with "merry widow"...spent about an hour on it.....so tiring man....my lips hurt and my breath lasted shorter than usual....must be because i didn't get a good warm up....thanks a lot pei wen....lucky i wasn't here yesterday as i heard the japanese conductor(don't know his name) spent 3 hours on this piece....crazy fellow....anyway,the practice went downhill from there.....felt much more tired than usual....and the worst thing was that i still had to endure Edwin with his nonsense.....always the same words that he spitted out...."bullshit","god knows" and many,many others i don't want to say....because i don't want to have to be reminded of him...i HATE him...everybody does...he's such a sissy....at 5,i request to Mr tay that i have to leave because i had to have a haircut,then meet my mum for something which i didn't know....i went down to the bustop with nicholas ang as he also had to leave for tuition......we talked about the current band state and our lives....until we splitted up in braddell station......i went to have my hair cut...looked ok....but i prefer with long hair....felt itchy all over me....couldn't wait to reach home and have a nice shower.....read the chinese book that my chinese tuition teacher lent me along the way.....i realized that chinese books arent that hard and boring to read....in fact it was very interesting....i almost missed my house bustop as i was too engrossed in it.....when i reached home, bathed....felt good to have all the hairs that was irritating me removed....then i studied my korean stuffs and did some homework.....then played some game call,"o2 jam"...it roX man!! Shall stop here for today.....today was a great day...finally had my hair cut....feel more refreshed....hope tomorrow will be a better day........school holidays are coming to an end...oh no.....better finish my homeworks....hope everyone will finish theirs.....hope to see everyone in school on monday...bYe ByE everyone....PeAcE...=)
-S.H
Wednesday, March 17, 2004 5:56 AM
hEy PeOpLe....you all might have notcied that i have not been blogging for quite a number of days....seemed like the more i didn't blog,the lazier i got.....actually,it's not my laziness but my mood....i was feeling so depressed....if you want to know....i'll tell you....firstly is because of results and secondly is because of pressure........and i keep thinking of how i got into this state in one day,since the announcement of results....felt very pathetic...all my ex-school mates are doing very well outside while i am here....so pathetic....not even taking a maths.....how pathetic can i get? hAiZ....but now,at least i feel better thanks to all my friends who really do care about me....thanks guys....i really appreciate it....but my feelings still reamain uncertain and sad.....but i can write now because i just found out that there are actually people reading my blog and supports me,enjoys reading my blog....thanks for your support...i'll try to make my entries more interesting....but not too long also.....heheh.......but still very sad....i find it very hard to have a smile on my face......almost impossible....can't wear a mask already....in fact,many of my friends already noticed the mask that i am wearing....ain't such a good actor anyway....i just didn't wanted to make you people worried(i doubt anyone will)......but serioiusly and desperatley,i really need a should to cry on and a listening ear to talk out my problems....i am so desperate that i am willing to pay that person also....before i will die of stress and depression......please...anyone.......SOS!!!
Nothing much today....woke up at 11....went to j8 to ask miss tan about some a mths....hanged around with Shoba,Michelle,say hoon and diana for a while.....went to the arcade myself....then went home....reached home about 5.50....had 1 hour of tennis lesson and watch TV for half an hour....then did my homework then just thought about how patethetic i am.....then just chatted for a while.....Shall stop here for today.....NiTeZ people.....God bless you people.....PeAcE...=)
-S.H
Thursday, March 11, 2004 6:49 AM
Today Mr Kor never turn up again...i am begining to miss him already...but i am sure he'll be back tomorrow to give our class a pizza treat....can't wait....Today got chinese test and i haven't study much....so nervous...after flag raising,i went to the front gate to slack....main purpose was to study my chinese....when bell rang,i went back up to class for Mr Lim's english lesson....he was joiking with us again,as usual...he has got lots of sense of humour man....anyway,after that was maths,then CME...nothing much happened....after recess,we went up to the hall for assembly....the assembly was quite funny and interesting....had lots of laughs....heheh....the thanks to the long show,we missed chemistry....heheh...after that was POA....i was reading my chinese during Mr Lim's explaination...sorry Mr Lim....heheh...when chinese period came...i did my finishing touch and sat for the paper...when i saw the paper,my mind just went blank...it was always like this...i tried to shuffle the book in my mind....and managed to get most of them...but the cloze passage and comprehension was tough....i might even fail....so sad....After the test,i ate then went for band.....had our marching rehearsal...or should i say walking??? We had in in the canteen,with people satring at us as we had no other place available due to the pouring rain outside.....so embarassing....our band was so messy somemore...but they clapped a few times to encourage us....furthermore, some girls behind were like keep complaining that it is so embarassing....felt so irritated...Wanted to scold them....after our rehearsal,we went up to the band room to practice on the songs we were gonaplay that very day....when it was 5.45....we packed up and left...on my way back home,i fell asleep in the bus as usual....so pathetic man...this time not as lucky as yesterday.....missed my bustop,went until Ngee An Poly....i had to take a cab back home....reached home at 7.15...bathed,ate and chatted for a long time.....gotta have more discipline to study....did my homework and chat again until 11 plus then packed my stuffs....ready for last day of school...then MARCH HOLIDAYS!!! WhOoOO....Can PARTY....Shall stop here for today....Today was a great day.....Hope tomorrow will be even better....NiTeZ people....PeAcE...=)
-S.H
10/03/04 WeDnEsDaY,
today Mr Kor wasn't around as he went to attend a course.....I hope he'll be back soon....So Mr Chua,a new teacher, took over him for today.....seemed nice...but the voice a little...i shan't say...no comments....anyway,his lesson was funny all thanks to Moses....he's the mood maker....after that was PE....nothing much...just ran the bridges again....huff...so tired...2nd time running the bridges for that day...and i was lucky to come in second for our class....1st was Andrew....He so fit man....so envious....thinking when i will get rid of all my fats...HaiZ.....after running,i had a little pain in ankle...i think i overdid it...hope i will have a good rest later at home....after that was English....Mr Lim said that he was too leniant for CA marking....he said that he was going to make sure everyone's marks will take a deep plunge...that really scared me...i hope i can maintain my A1 next term too....recess was as usual....was my break day...=)...went back to class,had chinese then history....Miss Singh wasn't around as she too, went to attend a course....and Mr Yip took care of us for a period....and i dount anyone did the work Miss Singh gave us....haha....anyway,i spent the entire period talking to Mr Yip....he told me a lot of nice stuffs....and he could go into NUS....so cool!!! He's damn smart man....suddenly made me think of Simon..haha...he look like a nerd in his thick specs....he is one anyway...haha....after that Mr Fu took care of us for another period....after that was maths....as usual,did the sums in the excercise book....Miss Tan told us that she will be organising a field trip to sentosa during the March holidays....i doubt i can turn up...if i do,i will be making 3 trips to sentosa....i wouldn't want that....it's too time consuming....i have to catch up on my studies during the holidays too....Last period was POA....Mr Lim did his explaining again....but his words don't really seem to get into my ears....in fact i don't understand a single thing that he was teaching us for 3 days....talking about my attention span....better concentrate more during lesson time....after school,it was raining heavily again....and i thought of what mothernature was doing for the past 3 days....Nothing but rain and more rain....i hope sunshine will overtake the rain ....hopefully....we had maths remidial at 2.30...but our teacher Mr Chen who was suposed to take over Mr Kor didn't arrive til 2.45....and talking about punctuality....he have been more punctual....but oh well,he's a busy teacher afterall and he has a tight schedule....it ended at 3.30....where i rushed to my chinese tuitor's home....when i reached there,my bottom parts of my pants were wet and my socks were wet as well....it stinked man....during the lesson,i got real sleepy.....i was only half awake while she was trying hard to make me do well for tomorrow's test....felt like a fool....felt very sorry as well....couldn't help it....a rough day at school made me worn out.....it only finished at 5.30.....Luckily the rain stopped....i took a long bus ride home....fell asleep in the bus as usual....still can't get rid of that habit...but i woke up just as it reach the stop i was suposed to get off...PHEW....i only reached home at 6 plus....i bathed,ate and chatted for a while and got on to study my upcoming chinese test....after studying about half an hour....got awfulling sleeping....by the time i knew it,i was lying down on the table....i realized i had dozed off....it was 11 o'clock...what the hell....i studied for half an hour longer then decided to turn in as i could no longer study with exhaustion.....ZZZZzzZ....shall stop here for now....be back soon...i think...if i can..Gotta do my homework man.....PeAcE...=)
-S.H
Wednesday, March 10, 2004 4:18 AM
09/03/04. TuEsDaY
Our lessons started off in the lab just like the e1s....well,it seems to melike they spend their life in the lab...i pity them...haha...anyway...todays lab experiments were kinda fun....But too bad time passes soOoO fast in labs...after that was maths...as usal,just did the excercises in the texbook....during recess,i slacked as usual,sat down and ate with my friends...after recess was hitsory....we were writing notes for 2 whole periods....my hands are numb from all that writing....English was next....Mr Lim passed around the englidh CA marks and read out the POA CA marks...YiPPeeE!!! I got an A1 for english....1st time in my entire life....haha....3rd in class....finally beat that Gabriel Yue...heheh..Even Mr Lim couldn't believe that i got A1...=)..By the way, Shelly damn smart sia...top for english and POA...POA full marks somemore...Must have studied a lor at home...who knows??? She might even be the top girl in our class....i aslo mangaed to obtain an A1 for POA....amost everybody did...so nothing special about it.....after that was PG...Mrs Ang took us to the AVA room again to finish watching the S.W.A.T movie...WhOoOO...She RoX man....so we went there and completed watching the movie just in time when the bell rang...then we went to eat lunch from there....and of course,we were the first few in the canteen....But i saw Edwin eating already....so bloody fast when comes to eating....and he says i eat a lot....i bet he "sprints" after school to eat....Haha....damn pathetic sia....after i ate,we went up to our class for our IPW thingy.....i have a really bad feeling about our group....and it's coming true....John is getting more uncooperative during meetings.....don't know what to do man....hAiZ....after the meeting ended,i went for sectionals til 5.15,then set off for my tuition place at Lavender....i felt so sleepy in the MRT....i think i was sleeping in it....find myself pathetic man.....when i reached there it was 6....got in time but lessons were still going on inside and i had to wait for half an hour when the students start coming out....the lessons went on to 9.40.....after that my mum fetched me home.....when i reached home,i bathed,ate and did my homework and revised my work til 12.40.......Then went to sleep....ZZZZZzzzzZ......i shall stop here for now but i will be back later.....Be RiGhT bAcK!!!! Don't go away....PeAcE...=)
-S.H
Monday, March 08, 2004 4:08 AM
my day started with the usual boring monday tie duty where samuel and i had to walk around in the parade square, catching those without ties.....i dread it man...we have to ask those tieless people to rent a tie....in fact,we have to beg them to rent a tie....how pathetic....it makes us look like fools....i hope i will be hopefully transfered to another duty....after flag raising,i went to the front gate to slack...haha....after bell ring i went back to class....1st period was chemistry....we were all anxious to collect our chemistry papers....Mrs Ng said that we did better than E3 but overall did badly as there were many failures....she started to give out the papers according to inedx numbers...when i got back my paper,i was overjoyed as i PASSED....and i though i was going to fail.....i owe my pass to my lucky guesses i made in MCQ....haha....the highest was Yi An...19.5...bloody high man.....he's damn smart sia....just that he don't know how to use it.......after that was maths....Miss Tan read out our CA marks for this term...i only mangaed to get a pathetic C5....Kaoz....my mum is gona clobber me for that.....this was my second time in my life that i got a C for my maths....was very sad til Physics lesson....Mr Kor passed down the marks for phyics and i was overjoyed to the fact that i got an A1...Yippee....after recess was POA but Mr Lim talked for 2 periods about stress management...he siad was because he didn't wanted any of us to become like the 2 girls who commited suicide......after that was POA...Mr Lim taught us something new but i doubt anyone in the class actually knew what he was talking about....after pOA was history.....Miss Singh read out our CA marks for history...i managed to pass...i was overwhelmed with joy as i haven't been passing history since i was sec 1....Last period was chinese where we had our spelling...lucky i studied a bit last night....wa lao...that Siripong damn jian man....he wrote down all the answers on a small piece of paper and put it inside his pencil box...i wonder how the hell he got inside E1 man....heck him lar...after school, i went to the prefect's room to do some work and then went to attend a meeting that is a waste of time....the rain which hasn't stop since morning,instead of letting off,it got heavier.....i had no choice but to cancel my chinese tuition as it was simply impossible to survive in the heavy even though i was equipped with an umbrella.....so i just did my work in the prefect's room whem Mr Quek asked me to get 4 prefects to help him catch people in J8...so i did and i was one of them too.....we waited for Mr Quek to get ready...as soon as he got ready we set off in his car to J8.....his car was kinda nice....when we reached J8,Mr Quek asked us to book any Whitleyan that we spotted...siao lor....but we had no choice but to carry out his instructions....after going aroung J8 for 15 mins....we had about 7 people in our list...it seemed like it Mr Quek's first vist to J8....he got lost twice...haha...but i felt sorry for those people in our list....but after looking around the whole J8,Mr Quek decided to give them a chance and not book them as he suspected that the complaint he got might have been a prank....it's like we wasted about 40 mins of our time but we had fun as we felt as if we were doing some unercover job....heheh....after that my mum fetched me home....when i reached home,i bathed,ate and chatted for a while...I shall stop here for today...better finish up my homework for today....and turn in early as i was tired....can't wait for the balloon hats festival on Saturday....See you people tomorrow....bYeByE...=)
-S.H
Sunday, March 07, 2004 5:42 AM
Woke up at 11....feel so refreshed.....started my day by reading the papers....then just did some of my homework......after that,from 12 to 3,i just,watched TV,chat and practiced on my clarinet.....then i went to the tennis court to practice on my serve as i felt bored.....i reached home at 4.30....bathed...then ate at 6...then took a nap for 1 plus hours as i felt unwell....it was 8 when i woke up.....i finished the rest of my homework,packed my bag for tomorrow....so sian....tomorrow must go school....feel that weekends past much faster than weekdays.....so tired....duno why....never do anything today....Shall stop here for today....still can't discipline myself to study....i better start studying man..i already messed this term's results....failed a maths and chemistry liao.....other subjects aren't that good either....better buck up....so sleepy,turning in early tonight....YaWn~..NiTeZ ppl.....God bless you.....PeAcE=)....
S.H
06/03/03 SaTuRdAy....
Today was the reopening of my Korean School where primary 1s came into the family and others took a step up...i am fianally a sec 3....eldest in the school and my last year in this school man.....can't wait to graduate from this school man....been coming here since i was primary 1...nine LONG years....we had to go the the "hall" where every pupil and their parents standing behind,anxiously waiting for the arrival of the principal....when the prinicipal arrived,we said our pledge and sand our national anthem....after that the principal started his speech....he had to stop here and there as there were too many people...especially from primary students....his speech was boring..... i wished i was at band...practicing on the pieces i lack.....furthermore,we couldn't hear a single thing as with the racket the primary students made,it was impossible to hear anyone...when the speech was over,we went back to class....in the class,i noticed 3 new faces.....1 girl and 2 guys.....one of the guys was so noisy...and it was his first time here....hate him man...so extra sia....before lessons started,the 3 new students introduced themselves...the girl was a child born between a French and a Korean....she knew four languages,Gernan,French,English and Korean...wah 1 more than me lor....kaoz....i want to take up JANPANESE!!! Lessons were as usual...ended at 2.30....took the bus with 2 of my friends who were coming over to my place....when they arrived....like Bohan and the rest didmthey started to fantacise my house....i think i better limit the number of friends coming over liao....or else there is gona be rumors liaoz....when they reached my home,we threw our bags and started playing "winning 11",a soccer game...then one of them went to play computer in my room as he was unable to use my brother's com[uter due to his precense.....the other started strumming the guitar....he's quite good too....then i just revised on my a maths as i had to go for my usual saturday a maths class in Lavender.....we played til 6.30...then left the house together....we all split up....on my way to newton mrt,the bus i was stuck in a heavy traffic jam and was hardly moving....i knew i was gona be late...it was 7.15 when the jam was gone and reachednewton mrt at 7.20....i rushed down to catch the mrt that was going to go.....and i did....then when i reached Lavender, i ran towards my tuition place....when i reached there,luvkily they have not started yet...There was a new face in the class,i guessed that she must be a new student....my lessons onli finished at 9.45......went home taking the same route....reached home at 10.30....bathed...revised...then watched TV til 2 am....then went to sleep.....be back later to blog again as soon as i am done with my homeworks for the weekend....Be right back!!!=)
-S.H
Friday, March 05, 2004 6:04 AM
woke up late again....not too much...but there was a traffic jam in the PIE due to a accident where involved a taxi and a motorcycle.....really wish drivers would drive more carefully....but still made it 5mins before morning assembly....PHEW...we went up to the hall for the usual friday oral presentation but we had to go back to the class due to a technical problem faced....looking forward for it though....first lesson was chinese....it wasn't as bad as yesterday...at least she didn't scold us but she made us checj dictionary and go the whiteboard and write the meaning of the word....she calls it "revision"....how lame....might as well ask us to look through a dictionary at home.....after that was POA,then history....then recess....YAY...it's my break day today....so happy...=)...although almost everyday is like a break day to me....haha...i so slack man....after recess,Mr Kor warned us about the complaints that he heard from our other subect teachers....but he said he will still buy us pizzas before we break for holidays...good ol' Mr Kor...he's also one of my favorite teacher....i am glad he's our form teacher....during maths class,Miss Tan got pissed again....she held us back until 12.55 then she started to smile again....she's strange sometimes....kinda remind me of Li Ting,De Hui's sister.....anyway....that made me leaving 5 mins to reach my chinese tuitor's house...i cheong there....climbed over the grilling,jumped down from the big gap between the drain and the ground...luckily,i wasn't that late as i knew the shortcuts as i used to live there for many many years....the tuitior went through with me the topics that were gona be tested on next thursday....then at 2.15....i left there and headed back to school as i were to meet my friends so that they could come over to my place,as planned to play tennis,swim and play some PS2 games.....unfortunately,they had a last minutae soccer match....i had to wait for almost an hour....after it,it was already 1o mins to four...some fo them went home saying that it got late and i was kinda pissed....but at least there were 3 of them who wanted to come....we talked a lot of crap during the journey and they kept commenting on my house as soon as they reached the entrance.....last time,when gordon came,he said my house was similar to Las Vegas...the only thing it didn't have was a casino...haha...they said the same thing to....when they reached my home,they wanted to play "winning 11 first"...we played against each other.....had lots of laughs thanks to that Kashif....he's so funny...after that,we went to the tennis courts with our rackets and played doubles....that was fun too....2 of the guys who were suposed to go back at 6 plus, only went back at 7 as they were too engrossed in playing....after fetching the 2 guys to the bus stop,i went back to the court to play a set of game with Bohan,who has been eager to play with me and see how good i was....i was leading when the sky started darkening....i guess they forgot to on the lights.....we continued in the darkness....when i was leading 5-0....only 1 game to go,the sky was too dark and it was simply impossible to continue on....so we went back up.....surfed the net and fetched him until NJC where he took 157 home....he's a nice guy,good sportsman and humble...smart too....i went back home....bathed....and practiced my clarinet....tried to compose a few songs.....better go and study le....SHall stop here for today....today was a great day,had lots of fun,got to know more about my friends....hope this kind of days will come more often....i can't wait for march holidays....they might be coming back and i am gona have a reunion with my ex-badminton friends a play together....so excited...nowadays i keep think about her.....my feelings are uncertain....can't talk to her like i used to....she's nice and understanding.....ARHG....can't stop thinking man.....am i in Love again???So confused......still don't know whether i like her or not..... Feelings are so weird at times....guess god made us that way....haiz....sometimes find myself looking at her....so foolish.....aiya...don't know already man....better go and study....NiTeZ pEoPLe....PeAcE=).....
-S.H
Thursday, March 04, 2004 4:52 AM
we started our day with english.....Mr Lim talk one whole period about the imporatnace of english....also with some jokes....he's such a nice teacher man....Mr Lim Rox!!!....after that was maths....got back our remarked paper....i passed but only by 1 & a half mark.....pathetic sia....made too much careless mistakes le...try to be more careful next time....the rest was more or less the same......until chinese class....Mdm Wan scold us for not paying attention in lass as some of us were sleeping...she kept beating around the bush...about asking us o take chinese sylibus "b" if we want o and about jumping ff the building....don't really know what she was talking about.....but it sure made our mood meter go down....after school went for band....seemed like so long never go band.....Edwin was more kao bei than usual....can't stand that ASSHOLE man....played couple of nice songs....but so tiring.....By the way,Mr Tay look more gay with his new hair cut.....haha...LoLx....nice haircut,Mr Tay....next time i cut for you....heheh....i left at 5...due to tuition....reached tuition place at 5.30 and finished at 7....reached home around 7.40....bathed,ate...got scoldingby my father....also don't know why....he said i better buck up if i want a bright future....damn him man....what's his problem??? I am trying my best to cope le...then he come and scold me....threaten me to quit band and prefects...WTF....can't stand him too.....can't believe that he's my father....did my homework....packed my stuffs for tomorrow...shall stop here for today...today has been one of the worst days in my life......i am so depressed and angry now....i wish i can talk to someone....someone who is willing to help me....before i might do something stupid.....gona breakdown man.....so pressured yet so tired.....since i got into E4,every misfortune is pouring on me like rain....What to do??? This overwhelming depression and anger will burst soon if i don't get someone to talk to me......or should i give up studying and concentrate on sports??? I am facing one of the biggest obstacles in my life....i am not prepared to overcome it......feel so pathetic....i am anyway.....SOS! i desperately need help...........anyone...please help me.......hAiZ.....
-S.H
Wednesday, March 03, 2004 5:56 AM
today i didn't oversleep....so proud of myself...heheh.....We got back our physics paper in the first lesson...only managed to get 15 out of 20....kinda disapointed....oh well....the rest of the same....recess was as usual....we went to the AVA room during history to watch a clip and then went to the class to collect our e maths paper....finally,after waiting for 2 whole weeks....But to my dismay,the results was very disapointing....i failed by 2 marks....i felt like crying man....was aiming to get at least 32....soBz....but Miss Tan felt that Mr Daimien Yeo's marking was too strict and decided to remark our papers,see whether she can get some marks for us...good ol' Miss Tan....anyway,even if she did,i would only pass......because i made way too much careless mistakes....hAiZ....why am i soOoOOo careless??? I was very depressed and couldn't concentrate on my a maths until the test....the test was very tough....tougher than the previous one...expected...but Miss Tan told us that it was easy.....can't believe her man....i had tons of questions that i did not know how to do......some of the students in my class wanted to give up by handing in the paper to miss tan asfter half an hour.,...but i tried my best....but it was a confirmed failure...that is the 2nd subject i am failing this month....KaoZ....my parents are gona KILL me.....cRaP....after that, iwent for the prefects' meeting which was held in the AVA room where we voiced out our opinions about the problems we faced during duty.....it was quite funny as prefects came out with the strangest opinions...haha....unfortunately,Austin,that ASSHOLE was there....trying to be funny...i hate him man...everyone does....after the meeting,i joined my friends in playing soccer in the street soccer court...had lots of fun.....was sad that could only play for a whole as it was kinda late....so i headed home after they split up....reached home at 7....bathed,ate and did my homework....planning to turn in early...so tired....shall stop here for today.....NitEz people.....PeAcE....hope those who took the test today will pass...exception for Austin...he can go to HELL man....
-S.H=)
Tuesday, March 02, 2004 4:21 AM
woke up late again....ARGH!!! Yesterday also woke up late...KaoZ....better be more alert when the alarm clock ring liaoz....luckily i managed to get to school not being late....today Michelle asked me to sit beside her for the day as Nazeera never come to schoool as usual.....We talked alot of crap during periods...as a result,we got scolding from Miss Tan.....just not my day today....after recess,we got back our history paper...and to my disapointment,i only managed to get 11 out of 20 marks....pathetic man....can't believe the same people who topped the class test topped this test too....Erine, Levin and Hiddaya.....Wah...they good lor...Believe this,Moses tied with Levin of the highest score in the class.....i was shocked man.....so was everyone....i bet Miss Singh was the most shocked...Better pull my socks up man....can't let moses overtake me.....Yi an who wrote two bloody sentence ended up with 2 marks...and he was still happy...siao gin na sia.....for last two preiods which was CME,we went to the AVA to watch a movie(Mrs Ang quite nice sia....4th time go AVA go watch movie)....after that i had lunch then headed for the IPW meeting....the meeting was as usual....after that i took my books and went to study for tomorrow's a maths test with Zhisen in 2e4.....i asked him to teach me what i have not learnt...and i have to admit that he has a lot potential in teaching man...that guy is soOoOO smart....i wish i just had half of his brains....after an hour of peace with him...michelle came requesting to be taught also....from there,our concetration level took a deep dive...and the sky darkened.....soon it was raining....when Zhisen wanted to go,i went to the band room to borrow a clarinet home....i was just in time for attendendce....so lucky....heheh....i took my attendence and went down to attend the head com meeting while i waited for Samuel....wa Wai Fong damn hiong sia....didn't know she like that.....then she kept beating around the bush....myabe she got infected by Nicholas....haha...then we all split up in the bus stop...i went home...reached home at aroung 7.45....bathed,ate and prepared to study till midnight...i want to do well for my a maths test tomorrow....shall stop here....gotta study liao.....Good luck to everyone who's gona take the test tomorrow.....NitEz....PeAcE....
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Monday, March 01, 2004 4:25 AM
Haven't been blogging for 3 days liao....So busy...homeworks occupy me liao....Trying my best to update my blog.....
27/03/04,Friday
Today is the reease of the GCE O'Lvel results.....ba-dump,ba-dump....could feel my heartbeat....wishing and hoping my brother,as well as other seniors could go into to their desired JCs or Poly to do what they want to do....All The Best!!! After school,after i did some homework,i went up to my seniors whom i have never seen them for a couple of months,wishing them the best as i knew they were at least 100 times as nervous and anxious as i was......when the time came,i went in to the back of the hall with the crowd of other students with Samuel....After an brief explaination of JAE(Joint Admisstration Exercise) by Mr Chen....The top students were announced by Mrs Oehlers....the 3rd student that was mentioned was Yong Jin Jie,my band senior....i got excited and proud....i was also convinced that band wasn't a obstacle to do well in my accademic studies as Jin Jie did well even though he spent just as much time as i did in band....i guess my attitude is to blame....after the top students have been announced,the other seniors one by one went up to the front to get their result slip...and we could hear screams already....As soon as they got back their results,the crowd,including me, went up to them to know how much they got....if they did well, we congratulated them...but if they didn't,we tried our best to console them....i went up to Zaki and Jin jie to congratulate them as they done very well.....went up to jonathan who wasn't happy even though he got 16 as he wanted to get at least 12....he told me that he wanted to take up Chemical Engineering which the cut-off point was 11...i went up to Vivien and Justina to console them.....mei hui too....i felt so sorry for them....all i can say is that,"it's not the end of the world, please don't give up.....We'll always be behind you....."I suddenly remembered to call my brother to ask him how much he got...i did immediately..and he told he got 18....not too bad...at least he could go into a JC...i was very happy for him...all his hard work have been paid off.....after all the seniors left the school compound,i went down to the field to play soccer....i had a great time....it's been quite a while since i had some fun...after that,we disturbed Badri while he was shitting by splashing water with soap,throwing paper balls and rubbish...hahah...so fun....he got so wet man....then he came out scolding us...heheh....split up at the bustop,and headed for home.....when i reached home,i bathed,ate and practiced my clarinet for tomorrow's rehearsal at Sentosa....so excited man...Shall stop here for today.....Well,today had been a wonderful day for me....not only i was happy for those seniors who did well,but also had lots of fun with my friends....Lastly,i would like to congratulate my brother and other srniors who did well and want to tell those who didn't do well that it is not the end of the world,there is still hope for the better....We'll be behind you,supporting in whatever decisions you make except the decision of giving up......All the best in the future....We will never forget you.....God bless everybody....especially for those who have done well,as well as those who need encouragement to continue.....NiTeZ eVrYBoDy....PeAcE!!! =)