Sunday, January 29, 2006 6:20 PM
Dear Journal,
it was really a boring weekend for me.Almost everyone was busy visiting or playing and since nobody was free,i had to stay at home for 2 days. It really sucks.Hope today and tomorrow will make up for the weekend. I want to have fun before going back to school!!!
O level results are like coming in 2 weeks? So damn vervous.i'm dead worried.sometimes,can't sleep at night and can't concentrate in classes. I've never been this worried abt my results before.=S I hope everything will go well.i really do.
No visitings=no angpaos=no money
Can i have some ang paos please???
it was really a boring weekend for me.Almost everyone was busy visiting or playing and since nobody was free,i had to stay at home for 2 days. It really sucks.Hope today and tomorrow will make up for the weekend. I want to have fun before going back to school!!!
O level results are like coming in 2 weeks? So damn vervous.i'm dead worried.sometimes,can't sleep at night and can't concentrate in classes. I've never been this worried abt my results before.=S I hope everything will go well.i really do.
No visitings=no angpaos=no money
Can i have some ang paos please???
Thursday, January 19, 2006 5:28 AM
Dear Journal,
here i am blogging while waiting to send my brother off at the airport later. still can't believe he's leaving s'pore for good.he's going to close a big chapter and start another big chapter in a whole new & different environment in korea. well,this entry is solemny for my one and only brother.
i can still remember vividly the times when we were young where we used to fight so often. pulling each other's ears.my folks and relatives always said that i was the troublemaker while they said my brother was a very nice boy for always losing to his younger brother.well,it's true. if it some other brother,i think i would have been punched at every parts of my body which i wouldn't even want to imagine.As our age gap is only 2 years,when we travel around,i was always the one being carried around while he had to walk in hot egypt,france,switzerland,italy and etc. My old man always said i was always the lucky one and my brother the unlucky one. As we both grew up and went to a different secondary school,we became not as close as we were different. Even though,we lived under the same roof,we rarely talked to each other.He played with his friends and i played with my friends. But when we were having difficulties especially when we were having family problems,he was there for me. anyways,even until when i was in P5,we still fought often until when he was sec 3,he started lifting weights. that time,i wondered why the hell he was doing that but when i fought with him again then i understood why he started that.from that day onwards i stopped picking fights with him.it was time we stopped that anyway.As i moved up to secondary and he moved up to junior college,we started talking to each other about our problems and sometimes even jokes. it's as though we were catching up for the time we lost when he was in secondary school. now that he's gone,i feel that i have done nothing for him and it's too late. i'll not be able to ask him questions regarding my studies,watching simpsons with him and also talking to him about my problems in school.i will also miss plucking his white hairs for 5 cents each.i feel like a tree that lost its shadow. I know he was always looking after me but i just didn't really do the same for him. i guess i'm just not a good brother afterall. didn't actually bought him anything also.not even a damn birthday present just because our birthdays are only 2 days apart. i'm so frustrated with myself. it's not as if i didn't have the money to buy him something.why didn't i treat him better? now he's gone,all i can do is wish him the best in his university life in korea. i have to admit that i really had fun with him for 16 years especially when we were young where we used to travel alot. fighting & joking,whether sad or happy will be kept with me. i'm so glad to have such a reliable brother like him and i'm really greatful for everything he has done for me. without him,i feel insecure and worried. But i will be strong and will see him after my A's. Whatever happens to us,we'll be brothers forever. Thanks bro,you are my role model and shall always be forever.
some pics together
driver and passenger
we're gona save the world!! haha
mickey and batman...i think.haha
cheese!!!
we're HUNGRY,give us food.
ready to do some ass kicking. HAIYA!
at cameroon highlands
go fetch us some ice creams you birdbrains! haha
these are the things that brings back good memories.those were the times.
Goodbye my brother and may god bless you.
-From your younger brother.Sung Hun
Sunday, January 15, 2006 5:34 AM
Dear journal,
met daniel in the bus then headed down to queensway to get some new grips to my racket & some tennis balls.then he came over to my place to play tennis. wow.he really learned fast man.didn't see anyone pick up anything that fast. i jus don't hope that he forget what i taught him fast. initially,we were supposed to swim but ended up watching some korean show,admiring people dancing.haha. he left around 6 after a heavy rain swept by. After an hour of tv,went to cheong my tutorials & assignments for tomorrow. have to go back to school tomorrow & it really sucks. i really hate my home tutor. i hope she would drop dead. Our timetable is really pack & the worst thing is that we don't get to have our lessons in the lecture hall cos it's too damn cram. really sad. just when i thought things are going smoothly. shucks. =X
그녀가 당신 얘길 하네요
참 따뜻한 사람이라고말하는 내내 웃음이 머물죠
그녀를 처음 본 그날에 내 모습처럼
늘 십분씩 늦게 나오더라도잘 웃으며 넘어가져요
꾸미지 않아도 예쁘단 걸 모르고
온종일 거울만 들여다볼 바보일테니
사랑한다는말은 늘 아끼지 말아요
토라져 화낼 때에도 먼저 말해줘요
행여라도 가끔 내 생각에 아파할때면
서운한맘 들어도 말없이 꼭 안아주세요
가끔 괜한 투정이 늘 때에도늘 웃으며 달래주세요
바래다줄때면 한번 더 돌아보고
끝내자 말하면 못 이긴척 잡아주세요
사랑한다는말은 늘 아끼지 말아요
토라져 화낼 때에도 먼저 말해줘요
행여라도 가끔 내 생각에 아파할때면
서운한맘 들어도 말없이 꼭 안아주세요
왜 이제서야 알게 되는지
왜 이제 뭐든 다 잘할것 같은지
하루만 단 하루만 당신과 날 바꿔준다면
못다한 사랑 다 보여줄 텐데
그래요 아직 그녀를 난 사랑합니다
그래요 바보처럼 또 기다려 봅니다
가슴 속에 메이리처럼 늘 되새겨봐도
바로 앞에 날 두고 다른곳만 보는 그녀죠
당신곁에 있을 그녀죠
-김종국
Dedicated to her.
met daniel in the bus then headed down to queensway to get some new grips to my racket & some tennis balls.then he came over to my place to play tennis. wow.he really learned fast man.didn't see anyone pick up anything that fast. i jus don't hope that he forget what i taught him fast. initially,we were supposed to swim but ended up watching some korean show,admiring people dancing.haha. he left around 6 after a heavy rain swept by. After an hour of tv,went to cheong my tutorials & assignments for tomorrow. have to go back to school tomorrow & it really sucks. i really hate my home tutor. i hope she would drop dead. Our timetable is really pack & the worst thing is that we don't get to have our lessons in the lecture hall cos it's too damn cram. really sad. just when i thought things are going smoothly. shucks. =X
그녀가 당신 얘길 하네요
참 따뜻한 사람이라고말하는 내내 웃음이 머물죠
그녀를 처음 본 그날에 내 모습처럼
늘 십분씩 늦게 나오더라도잘 웃으며 넘어가져요
꾸미지 않아도 예쁘단 걸 모르고
온종일 거울만 들여다볼 바보일테니
사랑한다는말은 늘 아끼지 말아요
토라져 화낼 때에도 먼저 말해줘요
행여라도 가끔 내 생각에 아파할때면
서운한맘 들어도 말없이 꼭 안아주세요
가끔 괜한 투정이 늘 때에도늘 웃으며 달래주세요
바래다줄때면 한번 더 돌아보고
끝내자 말하면 못 이긴척 잡아주세요
사랑한다는말은 늘 아끼지 말아요
토라져 화낼 때에도 먼저 말해줘요
행여라도 가끔 내 생각에 아파할때면
서운한맘 들어도 말없이 꼭 안아주세요
왜 이제서야 알게 되는지
왜 이제 뭐든 다 잘할것 같은지
하루만 단 하루만 당신과 날 바꿔준다면
못다한 사랑 다 보여줄 텐데
그래요 아직 그녀를 난 사랑합니다
그래요 바보처럼 또 기다려 봅니다
가슴 속에 메이리처럼 늘 되새겨봐도
바로 앞에 날 두고 다른곳만 보는 그녀죠
당신곁에 있을 그녀죠
-김종국
Dedicated to her.
Sunday, January 08, 2006 5:21 AM
Dear Journal,
attended Yilin's wedding at Mount Faber SAFFRA today. Met the band people at the tiong baru mrt before i went there. the ceremony was a little...just not like what i expected. no offence but too much praying & god. Yilin was so beautiful in her wedding dress la. after the ceremony,we went for refreshments.the food wasn't bad. Went to bowl with big & small jonathans,zaki,danny,vivien,darren & his girlfriend. Vivien didn't play though. We plaued 3 games in total. Very fun la. but it was super expensive man. busted my wallet again. by 6.30,it was still raining.i think it's still raining now la.so damn disgusted to see so much rain in 1 day.practically raining the whole damn day. took cab to shaw with zaki & danny where danny smuggled out 2 burgers for us from his workplace-macs.hahas.we crapped till 8 & we left for home. o nmy way home saw an old friend of my brother. korean friend.chatted with him til i got down 1st. it would have really been a great day for us if not for the rain.
Congratulations to Yilin! All the best for all your endeavours! Hope you & your hubby lead a happy & meaningful life together.=)
here are a couple of photos i took there.
attended Yilin's wedding at Mount Faber SAFFRA today. Met the band people at the tiong baru mrt before i went there. the ceremony was a little...just not like what i expected. no offence but too much praying & god. Yilin was so beautiful in her wedding dress la. after the ceremony,we went for refreshments.the food wasn't bad. Went to bowl with big & small jonathans,zaki,danny,vivien,darren & his girlfriend. Vivien didn't play though. We plaued 3 games in total. Very fun la. but it was super expensive man. busted my wallet again. by 6.30,it was still raining.i think it's still raining now la.so damn disgusted to see so much rain in 1 day.practically raining the whole damn day. took cab to shaw with zaki & danny where danny smuggled out 2 burgers for us from his workplace-macs.hahas.we crapped till 8 & we left for home. o nmy way home saw an old friend of my brother. korean friend.chatted with him til i got down 1st. it would have really been a great day for us if not for the rain.
Congratulations to Yilin! All the best for all your endeavours! Hope you & your hubby lead a happy & meaningful life together.=)
here are a couple of photos i took there.
beauty & the beastS
isn't she pretty?
may god bless you,Yilin. =)
Saturday, January 07, 2006 2:38 AM
Dear Journal,
the 3rd & 4th day of our orientation was in no doubt much more fun compared to the 1st 2 days. We had more games,we got to know more people in our clan,OGs & our OGLs. Too bad it had to end just when it started to get fun. The OGLs & student council are lke super nice la. They rock our socks man. The Orions & Alcors are like super enthusiastic. I wished,our clan cyrus was just as enthusiastic as them. Oh well.Overall,it was an orientation to remember. I saw another primary school friend of mine. Was really surprised to see her. After the orientations,the orions went to take pictures & lunch together la. Initially supposed to follow my friend there but pai seh la.They're so damn bonded man.
Looking forward to the lessons & lectures next week. stuck at home in a saturday. totally suck.
These are some pictures at the bbq & on jan's birthday:
the reason why we're in prefectorial board.we really know how to have fun.
people in black.
aftermath of the bbq
at our big boss's birthday.
these pictures only brings me wonderful memories.
Tuesday, January 03, 2006 4:03 AM
Dear Journal,
so many things happened to me during the past week. More like i was busy playing la.haha.i shall update the recent events.
30/12/05 friday:
had bbq for prefects. went shopping with sam around 2. Didn't had to buy so many things because we could still use those stuffs left from yesterday's bbq.Then we went back home & met si kai to play tennis.It was super hot la. We played for about 2 hours before zhisen,wilfred came. Then when gordon,badri & yicheng came,they started playing PS2. Then it started raining. but fortunately it was a passing rain so we went down to prepare the foods. everything went well. though most of the people were late,everyone turned up except desmond,eugene & shuying. We crapped,took photos & dunked sam and si kai into the pool. it was really damn fun. Then that night,jonathan,badri,sam,gordon & mark stayed over at my place. They like played almost the whole night la. super fun. =) everything was so much better la.the food & the people. it was really a magical & enchanting night.
31/12/05: saturday
went to church in the morning with sam then went to cine to accompany jan while she was working alone.the shop is damn small & puny la.but her job quite slack so it's not too bad la.chat with her while she worked til like 2+ then went to meet emm & tian hee where they wanted to go for job interview but that day didn't had any interview so we just went back to cine to play pool. then i went home arnd 5+.
01/01/06sunday:
went to send sam off in the airport in the morning.so many ppl came.not from whitley but his family & relatives,his church friends.only 3 people from whitely went la.when he was leaving for the gate,it was really sad.his mum started crying & he went around hugging everyone.i really wanted to burst into tears but i tried not to.the moment he left,i knew i just lost someone to study with,someone to crap with,someone whom i can make fun of & someone whom i can play with. 4yrs with him was indeed memorable.sleepovers,tennis,movies,mugging,shopping,soccer ,band & prefects.
i'm really gona miss him. i don't know how i can find someone else so reliable to talk out my problems.i'm like a tree which just lost all its leaves.i'm just so sad that he had to go.sending off your friend really sucks big time. wishing him all the best in canada.goodbye my friend.....i'll always remember you.
02/01/06 Monday:
special day for many of us.jan's birthday. went to meet zhihua & her gang then went to jan's place for a party.gambled,crapped,ate & partied man.it was so damn fun la.her mum is like damn funny man.gamble with us then kept losing yet laughs like mad.like mother like daughter i guess.hahas. left at 9.50 cos my folks wanted me back by 1030.it was another magical day.=)
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY JANICE!! XD
03/01/06 today:
school really sucked today.although the student leaders tried hard to make us laugh,they were LAME.ok la.not all. so many people man.much more than i ahve expected. my group was cyrus 2 & my grp ppl wasn't very friendly.the OG tutor sucked even more. during lunch break i looked arnd the school.was so damn dissapointed that they didn't even have tennis courts la. lousy~then from 12.30 to 3.30 was talk,talk & talk by HODS in the hall.so crammed & hot,almost half the students were sleeping. i was sleeping too.haha.after school went to cut my hair.but when i reached there, there were alot of people so i decided to visit my school 1st.on my way saw mr kor & ms adeline tan who gave me a ride to the school.went to the band room upon reaching the school.pathetic la.no air con.how to play sia? but quite spacious.left arnd 5.40 to cut my hair.then left for home.it was really pouring on my way back.traffic jam so i reached home like 8+.super tired & i have to go back to school tmr.so sian.
so many things happened to me during the past week. More like i was busy playing la.haha.i shall update the recent events.
30/12/05 friday:
had bbq for prefects. went shopping with sam around 2. Didn't had to buy so many things because we could still use those stuffs left from yesterday's bbq.Then we went back home & met si kai to play tennis.It was super hot la. We played for about 2 hours before zhisen,wilfred came. Then when gordon,badri & yicheng came,they started playing PS2. Then it started raining. but fortunately it was a passing rain so we went down to prepare the foods. everything went well. though most of the people were late,everyone turned up except desmond,eugene & shuying. We crapped,took photos & dunked sam and si kai into the pool. it was really damn fun. Then that night,jonathan,badri,sam,gordon & mark stayed over at my place. They like played almost the whole night la. super fun. =) everything was so much better la.the food & the people. it was really a magical & enchanting night.
31/12/05: saturday
went to church in the morning with sam then went to cine to accompany jan while she was working alone.the shop is damn small & puny la.but her job quite slack so it's not too bad la.chat with her while she worked til like 2+ then went to meet emm & tian hee where they wanted to go for job interview but that day didn't had any interview so we just went back to cine to play pool. then i went home arnd 5+.
01/01/06sunday:
went to send sam off in the airport in the morning.so many ppl came.not from whitley but his family & relatives,his church friends.only 3 people from whitely went la.when he was leaving for the gate,it was really sad.his mum started crying & he went around hugging everyone.i really wanted to burst into tears but i tried not to.the moment he left,i knew i just lost someone to study with,someone to crap with,someone whom i can make fun of & someone whom i can play with. 4yrs with him was indeed memorable.sleepovers,tennis,movies,mugging,shopping,soccer ,band & prefects.
i'm really gona miss him. i don't know how i can find someone else so reliable to talk out my problems.i'm like a tree which just lost all its leaves.i'm just so sad that he had to go.sending off your friend really sucks big time. wishing him all the best in canada.goodbye my friend.....i'll always remember you.
02/01/06 Monday:
special day for many of us.jan's birthday. went to meet zhihua & her gang then went to jan's place for a party.gambled,crapped,ate & partied man.it was so damn fun la.her mum is like damn funny man.gamble with us then kept losing yet laughs like mad.like mother like daughter i guess.hahas. left at 9.50 cos my folks wanted me back by 1030.it was another magical day.=)
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY JANICE!! XD
03/01/06 today:
school really sucked today.although the student leaders tried hard to make us laugh,they were LAME.ok la.not all. so many people man.much more than i ahve expected. my group was cyrus 2 & my grp ppl wasn't very friendly.the OG tutor sucked even more. during lunch break i looked arnd the school.was so damn dissapointed that they didn't even have tennis courts la. lousy~then from 12.30 to 3.30 was talk,talk & talk by HODS in the hall.so crammed & hot,almost half the students were sleeping. i was sleeping too.haha.after school went to cut my hair.but when i reached there, there were alot of people so i decided to visit my school 1st.on my way saw mr kor & ms adeline tan who gave me a ride to the school.went to the band room upon reaching the school.pathetic la.no air con.how to play sia? but quite spacious.left arnd 5.40 to cut my hair.then left for home.it was really pouring on my way back.traffic jam so i reached home like 8+.super tired & i have to go back to school tmr.so sian.