Wednesday, August 31, 2005 9:20 AM
Dear Journal,
today is teachers day. i would like to wish all the teachers of whitley a very fruitful & meaningful teachers day and thank them for their patient guidence . I couldn't possibly ask for more from any of them. Thank you teachers for giving us a sense of belonging & words can't express how grateful i am for that.I'm positive that nothing will stop your passion for teaching from burning. We are very proud to be your students......=D
Yesterday was the celebration of teacher's day.Had to run at bridges. But most of us ended up walking. Our school is damn lame & pathetic.Our big "run" turned into a big "walk".Then we had assembly in the hall. This year's performances weren't bad. In fact some of the items were great. Really enjoyed some items.A lot of ex-whitleyans came back to see their teachers.It was really nice seeing old faces. Went back to my primary school.That bastrad Badri couldn't make it. This was going to be my last visit to first toa payoh. Most of my teachers have retired & most of my friends didn't turn up. But today about 10 people turned up.They were Zul,Nadzirah,Izzah,Jason,Chin Chieh,Quan Bao,Pin Qian,Yiyang,Stanford,Wee Teck Kind of glad to see all of them but yet disappointed to see the rest missing. Talked about lots of stuffs & looked for our teachers who were so happy to see us. Suddenly my primary school days started to reform in my mind. Man i miss my friends. We took a photo which wasn't well taken but it will still last forever because pictures don't fade. Today was indeed a memorable day to be recorded in my heart.simply magical & enchanting.
today is teachers day. i would like to wish all the teachers of whitley a very fruitful & meaningful teachers day and thank them for their patient guidence . I couldn't possibly ask for more from any of them. Thank you teachers for giving us a sense of belonging & words can't express how grateful i am for that.I'm positive that nothing will stop your passion for teaching from burning. We are very proud to be your students......=D
Yesterday was the celebration of teacher's day.Had to run at bridges. But most of us ended up walking. Our school is damn lame & pathetic.Our big "run" turned into a big "walk".Then we had assembly in the hall. This year's performances weren't bad. In fact some of the items were great. Really enjoyed some items.A lot of ex-whitleyans came back to see their teachers.It was really nice seeing old faces. Went back to my primary school.That bastrad Badri couldn't make it. This was going to be my last visit to first toa payoh. Most of my teachers have retired & most of my friends didn't turn up. But today about 10 people turned up.They were Zul,Nadzirah,Izzah,Jason,Chin Chieh,Quan Bao,Pin Qian,Yiyang,Stanford,Wee Teck Kind of glad to see all of them but yet disappointed to see the rest missing. Talked about lots of stuffs & looked for our teachers who were so happy to see us. Suddenly my primary school days started to reform in my mind. Man i miss my friends. We took a photo which wasn't well taken but it will still last forever because pictures don't fade. Today was indeed a memorable day to be recorded in my heart.simply magical & enchanting.
Friday, August 26, 2005 7:45 AM
Dear Journal,
this week swept by so fast that i thought it was still 2 weeks before our english prelims....next week is english prelims...Gosh...Anyways,my PPR for this term wasn't too bad....Except for a maths,e maths & science which i think i should have done better....But i'm a little more confident than before....Although i still can't get over my chinese results & keep thinking whether i made a right choice not to retake it.....I miss everything man...From playing with my friends after school to band to doing prefects duty.....all i have been doing is mug,mug & mug...So damn sian.....Hours seem to pass like minutes & minutes seem to pass like seconds....i have never felit like this before....my life still decrescends, showing no sign of crescendo.....But O level is the only thing i have in my mind.....Because i've only got one chance...i'm not going to screw it up......
life is like a jigsaw puzzle....when you're troubled,you feel that you're missing some parts of the puzzle & when you're happy,you feel as if you puzzle is complete.....But right now,i'm missing more than half of the puzzle of my life....Something is definitely incomplete.....
this week swept by so fast that i thought it was still 2 weeks before our english prelims....next week is english prelims...Gosh...Anyways,my PPR for this term wasn't too bad....Except for a maths,e maths & science which i think i should have done better....But i'm a little more confident than before....Although i still can't get over my chinese results & keep thinking whether i made a right choice not to retake it.....I miss everything man...From playing with my friends after school to band to doing prefects duty.....all i have been doing is mug,mug & mug...So damn sian.....Hours seem to pass like minutes & minutes seem to pass like seconds....i have never felit like this before....my life still decrescends, showing no sign of crescendo.....But O level is the only thing i have in my mind.....Because i've only got one chance...i'm not going to screw it up......
life is like a jigsaw puzzle....when you're troubled,you feel that you're missing some parts of the puzzle & when you're happy,you feel as if you puzzle is complete.....But right now,i'm missing more than half of the puzzle of my life....Something is definitely incomplete.....
Friday, August 19, 2005 5:51 AM
Dear Journal,
it is really going to be difficult to blog from tomorrow onwards....Because my old man wants both my brother & i not to use the internet til our A's & O's are over...Man,that's going be tough...That means no more blog hopping,no msn & no friendster....That really sucks big time man....=( Today i watched the ncc passing down parade.......The funny thing was what happened after the parade...Badri raced down towards the front gate we grabbed him & pinned him down...Then seconds later,the whole ncc platoon was stropping him just like what he did to others......i will not talk about it in detail because...it's just gross...haha...I'm so damn tired now....Got to catch up with my sleep this weekend.......
My life is so incomplete without you..........
it is really going to be difficult to blog from tomorrow onwards....Because my old man wants both my brother & i not to use the internet til our A's & O's are over...Man,that's going be tough...That means no more blog hopping,no msn & no friendster....That really sucks big time man....=( Today i watched the ncc passing down parade.......The funny thing was what happened after the parade...Badri raced down towards the front gate we grabbed him & pinned him down...Then seconds later,the whole ncc platoon was stropping him just like what he did to others......i will not talk about it in detail because...it's just gross...haha...I'm so damn tired now....Got to catch up with my sleep this weekend.......
My life is so incomplete without you..........
Wednesday, August 17, 2005 8:04 AM
Dear Journal,
today had a maths lessons during PE & CME....I tried hard to listen to that teacher but those RV stuffs mess my head & come out through my ears...Seeing Kaiwen sleeping was irresistable temptation...I slept for the last 20 mins,not being able to handle anymore.....Actually during double maths & contact time supposed to go again but i just didn't want to...During contact time went to physics lab for experiment...Then after school i just saw some jokers making prank calls...Man it was super funny...Laughed til my back ached & almost choked laughing...Went to j8 to buy iffa a present because tomorrow is her birthday....I bumped into my primary school friend Nadzirah in popular...Man,it was really nice to see her....Funny thing is,she have been living in bishan forever but i didn't even see her once in j8...We ended up talking in the popular...Both about future & past...She has grown by a great deal since i saw her in RGS prefect's investiture...Still as sweet & nice as ever....We had too many things to talk about but unfortunately she had to head home......But it was one of the nicest thing that happened to me for months....Then i bumped into kai zhi & alfred,then kah kiat,say hoon & diana in food court....Then kymberly,meiping & yufang...After much hesitation & searching,i bought a pendant for iffa...By the time i bought the pendantm it was like 5 so i took a cab home as simon was expecting me at 6...He taught me RV today...I was so damn tired that it took me quite some time to understand his explainations.....After he left i just did my homework & here i am facing my monitor...Tomorrow is my english oral...It's making me real nervous....I need loads of luck man....i better reserve my energy for tomorrow...So i'm turning in a little early....chaoz...=D
today had a maths lessons during PE & CME....I tried hard to listen to that teacher but those RV stuffs mess my head & come out through my ears...Seeing Kaiwen sleeping was irresistable temptation...I slept for the last 20 mins,not being able to handle anymore.....Actually during double maths & contact time supposed to go again but i just didn't want to...During contact time went to physics lab for experiment...Then after school i just saw some jokers making prank calls...Man it was super funny...Laughed til my back ached & almost choked laughing...Went to j8 to buy iffa a present because tomorrow is her birthday....I bumped into my primary school friend Nadzirah in popular...Man,it was really nice to see her....Funny thing is,she have been living in bishan forever but i didn't even see her once in j8...We ended up talking in the popular...Both about future & past...She has grown by a great deal since i saw her in RGS prefect's investiture...Still as sweet & nice as ever....We had too many things to talk about but unfortunately she had to head home......But it was one of the nicest thing that happened to me for months....Then i bumped into kai zhi & alfred,then kah kiat,say hoon & diana in food court....Then kymberly,meiping & yufang...After much hesitation & searching,i bought a pendant for iffa...By the time i bought the pendantm it was like 5 so i took a cab home as simon was expecting me at 6...He taught me RV today...I was so damn tired that it took me quite some time to understand his explainations.....After he left i just did my homework & here i am facing my monitor...Tomorrow is my english oral...It's making me real nervous....I need loads of luck man....i better reserve my energy for tomorrow...So i'm turning in a little early....chaoz...=D
Monday, August 15, 2005 7:27 AM
Dear Journal,
haven't been blogging for some reasons....Not only busy & lazy but also disappointed that i got a C6(M) for my chinese O's...I was expecting like B4...When i saw my marks, i felt as if the sky was falling on me.....I let many people down..Especially my teachers & family....Felt this overwhelming sadness & guilt gushing into me.....On the day of the release of results, there were many happy faces & many sad ones...You could say i was categorised under the sad ones....After thinking throughout the whole weekend & going through many different opinions from teachers,friend & my brother, i decided not to retake because my other subjects are shaky & i do not want my chinese to affect them.....I hated to make this sacrifice but i had no choice.....Couldn't help thinking that i could have done better & wanted to give another try.....I guess koreans are not meant to be good in chinese afterall....Still kinda sad & disappointed....I have no one to blame but myself....Thanks to everyone who contributed their opinions....Thanks to you guys i was able to make the right decision...I really appreciate that....i've really gotta push myself harder....Put my soul into studying for the next 3 months.......Prelims in a month & still haven't finish my TYS yet...Gosh...
Today was a very special day in korea...It was our independence day....Suddenly starting to miss the people there....Of course i can't forget about my aunt [Tania] & mummy's[Tiara] birthday....I guess i was so sad over my chinese result that i forgot to buy them something...Feeling so bad right now....my operation wound is completely healed...Can't even see the scars man...I was worried about the scars it might leave but it's such a relief it didn't afterall.....Better go mug for my maths common test tomorrow....
my life has come to its biggest decrescendo.....I feel so stressed & miserable.....When will i find the crescendo of my life? I badly need someone to talk to,need someone's shoulder's to cry on & need someone to wake me up.......
haven't been blogging for some reasons....Not only busy & lazy but also disappointed that i got a C6(M) for my chinese O's...I was expecting like B4...When i saw my marks, i felt as if the sky was falling on me.....I let many people down..Especially my teachers & family....Felt this overwhelming sadness & guilt gushing into me.....On the day of the release of results, there were many happy faces & many sad ones...You could say i was categorised under the sad ones....After thinking throughout the whole weekend & going through many different opinions from teachers,friend & my brother, i decided not to retake because my other subjects are shaky & i do not want my chinese to affect them.....I hated to make this sacrifice but i had no choice.....Couldn't help thinking that i could have done better & wanted to give another try.....I guess koreans are not meant to be good in chinese afterall....Still kinda sad & disappointed....I have no one to blame but myself....Thanks to everyone who contributed their opinions....Thanks to you guys i was able to make the right decision...I really appreciate that....i've really gotta push myself harder....Put my soul into studying for the next 3 months.......Prelims in a month & still haven't finish my TYS yet...Gosh...
Today was a very special day in korea...It was our independence day....Suddenly starting to miss the people there....Of course i can't forget about my aunt [Tania] & mummy's[Tiara] birthday....I guess i was so sad over my chinese result that i forgot to buy them something...Feeling so bad right now....my operation wound is completely healed...Can't even see the scars man...I was worried about the scars it might leave but it's such a relief it didn't afterall.....Better go mug for my maths common test tomorrow....
my life has come to its biggest decrescendo.....I feel so stressed & miserable.....When will i find the crescendo of my life? I badly need someone to talk to,need someone's shoulder's to cry on & need someone to wake me up.......
Tuesday, August 09, 2005 2:59 AM
Dear Journal,
past few days swept by so fast......i guess it's true that time seem to pass faster when you get older.....yesterday was eve of s'pore's national day...Ponned school...Went to glenneagles hospital with my mum...don't want to say why....Then went to play pool with the bunch of e1 guys.....Very funny...haha...Had loads of fun....Last minute my tutor cancelled my tution so i went over to samuel's huse to study....When i went there was already 6.30...At first we did quite a lot of work but later don't know why we ended up talking so much....haha...Today i met samuel at thompson plaza to study......Then played dota with him for abt 2 hours then went home.......Now waiting for simon to come over for tution.....
my life is decrescending like never before....what can possibly be missing in me?
past few days swept by so fast......i guess it's true that time seem to pass faster when you get older.....yesterday was eve of s'pore's national day...Ponned school...Went to glenneagles hospital with my mum...don't want to say why....Then went to play pool with the bunch of e1 guys.....Very funny...haha...Had loads of fun....Last minute my tutor cancelled my tution so i went over to samuel's huse to study....When i went there was already 6.30...At first we did quite a lot of work but later don't know why we ended up talking so much....haha...Today i met samuel at thompson plaza to study......Then played dota with him for abt 2 hours then went home.......Now waiting for simon to come over for tution.....
my life is decrescending like never before....what can possibly be missing in me?
Thursday, August 04, 2005 7:25 AM
Dear Journal,
forgot to blog yesterday....I guess i was too tired to blog also....So i shall update about yesterday as well as today...yesterday actually nothing much happened i guess....After school studied outside the staffroom til like 6....Then took bus with simon & suling...At j8 waifong boarded the bus & we crapped with her...When suling got down suddenly agnes & grace came down from the upper deck...Singapore really too small man...Upon reaching the interchange, we split up....Grace & agnes went home,simon went to orchard to meet vivien while waifong & i searched for rachel's present...I asked waifong to help me because i was not really good at choosing presents...Decided to buy her something cute so we went to kiddie palace....Then bought this stuffed poor which was kinda cute...Then she wait for my bus to come than went home....haha...She's so damn crappy....Thanks waifong for helping me out again! XD Around my house, there was a heavy jam....One of the worst....Took the bus around 20+ mins to travel one bustop...Sian man...Everyone in the bus was either sleeping or getting frustrated...For me,i slept throughout because i was simply too damn tired....Reached home,did some homework than slepy....
Today is rachel's birthday....Gave her the stuffed bear i bought last evening...Hope she likes it...had accounts test....it was alright....During assembly,the school invited a image consultant who was kinda funny with his presentation....haha...Laughed loads...Then during e maths ms tan scolded our class again...After school had double a maths...Then went to j8 with zhi hao & alex to buy andrew somehting for his b'day tomorrow....Went to ear pastamania first then go seiyu shop for wallet....Had quite difficulties choosing what was suitable for him but we thought "it's andrew leh...why must think so much? " haha...He's kinda felxible so we just bought what we thought was most suitable....then we split...took 156 with alex than got down at chinese high...Then i left 1st..Then slept once reaching home ...Had tution at 8....Now i better go mug...i have one day less to study for o's if i jus sleep now you know...haha...chaoz..=D
[P.s:Happy birthday to Rachel Tan En En!!! All the best for your endeavours & may all your wishes come true!! XD God bless ya! =)]
forgot to blog yesterday....I guess i was too tired to blog also....So i shall update about yesterday as well as today...yesterday actually nothing much happened i guess....After school studied outside the staffroom til like 6....Then took bus with simon & suling...At j8 waifong boarded the bus & we crapped with her...When suling got down suddenly agnes & grace came down from the upper deck...Singapore really too small man...Upon reaching the interchange, we split up....Grace & agnes went home,simon went to orchard to meet vivien while waifong & i searched for rachel's present...I asked waifong to help me because i was not really good at choosing presents...Decided to buy her something cute so we went to kiddie palace....Then bought this stuffed poor which was kinda cute...Then she wait for my bus to come than went home....haha...She's so damn crappy....Thanks waifong for helping me out again! XD Around my house, there was a heavy jam....One of the worst....Took the bus around 20+ mins to travel one bustop...Sian man...Everyone in the bus was either sleeping or getting frustrated...For me,i slept throughout because i was simply too damn tired....Reached home,did some homework than slepy....
Today is rachel's birthday....Gave her the stuffed bear i bought last evening...Hope she likes it...had accounts test....it was alright....During assembly,the school invited a image consultant who was kinda funny with his presentation....haha...Laughed loads...Then during e maths ms tan scolded our class again...After school had double a maths...Then went to j8 with zhi hao & alex to buy andrew somehting for his b'day tomorrow....Went to ear pastamania first then go seiyu shop for wallet....Had quite difficulties choosing what was suitable for him but we thought "it's andrew leh...why must think so much? " haha...He's kinda felxible so we just bought what we thought was most suitable....then we split...took 156 with alex than got down at chinese high...Then i left 1st..Then slept once reaching home ...Had tution at 8....Now i better go mug...i have one day less to study for o's if i jus sleep now you know...haha...chaoz..=D
[P.s:Happy birthday to Rachel Tan En En!!! All the best for your endeavours & may all your wishes come true!! XD God bless ya! =)]
Tuesday, August 02, 2005 5:08 AM
Dear Journal,
today we went for some motivational talk for the 1st 2 periods which was arranged by Mrs Oehlers....Initially we thought that it would be boring but it turned out to be not bad......The 1st speaker who was dickson,was not very good but the 2nd speaker Adrian was very funny & really motivated us to study hard for our O's....I'm really motivated to work towards my goal & i believe i can do it!! =D
Our accounts test was postponed again....After school had a maths,then english remedial then studied outside the staff room with Wee Suan Jasper & sayhoon...i asked Mr Kor about the electromagnetic induction which was tomorrow's common test topic & did some TYS for chemistry...Really laughed a lot studying with them...Wee Suan damn vulgar but damn funny also..haha....Then went back at around 5.30...I fell asleep in the bus & missed a stop...Had to walk quite a bit...Better start mugging for tomorrow's common test ler...All the best to everyone!! XD
Here are some pictures for Festspiel night on Saturday...Enjoy them!! XP
today we went for some motivational talk for the 1st 2 periods which was arranged by Mrs Oehlers....Initially we thought that it would be boring but it turned out to be not bad......The 1st speaker who was dickson,was not very good but the 2nd speaker Adrian was very funny & really motivated us to study hard for our O's....I'm really motivated to work towards my goal & i believe i can do it!! =D
Our accounts test was postponed again....After school had a maths,then english remedial then studied outside the staff room with Wee Suan Jasper & sayhoon...i asked Mr Kor about the electromagnetic induction which was tomorrow's common test topic & did some TYS for chemistry...Really laughed a lot studying with them...Wee Suan damn vulgar but damn funny also..haha....Then went back at around 5.30...I fell asleep in the bus & missed a stop...Had to walk quite a bit...Better start mugging for tomorrow's common test ler...All the best to everyone!! XD
Here are some pictures for Festspiel night on Saturday...Enjoy them!! XP
Me, Cheku Juanna & Bong
Agnes & me...Busy with the Lollipop..haha
Grace & mie[can't tell that she's a sec 1]
Me & my quarters[Lee Ying,Quanhao] Quarters Rawk big time!! XD
Fiona & moi =)
Ex-2e4 band members[me,pei wen,shuying & bong] 2e4 03' rawks big time!!XP
Xiao Xinyi & mi
Xiao Nicholas & me =P
Weiying & mei
Pei Wen & me
Me & my very good friend
Sherene & mii
2 yings...[Lee + Wei] Ying
Blur queen[fiona] & blur king[nic]
Quanhao,ms juanna,weiying & fiona
Bong,Afiq & me
unforgetable moments..........Truly magical & enchanting......=D
Monday, August 01, 2005 5:34 AM
Dear Journal,
finally i went to school in like 4 days...Felt as if i didn't go to school for weeks...So glad to see my friends....I think almost everyone in the whole level knows that i was hospitalized with appendicitis....Funny thing is i only told 2 people...Jia lat la....Everyone was asking me what i do in the hospital,whether my appendix burst & was the operation scary....I'm gona say for the last time...my appendix didn't BURST but it would have if i didn't operate & i don't know how it felt like during the operation because they put me to sleep....But at least i know a lot of people actually cared...So thanks loads!! =D For at least 2 weeks no physical exercises...Sian...Most unberable is that no laughing for this week...Today our class was kinda funny & that almost killed me...And always thought laughter was the best medicine..Now it's hazardous to my health...haha...Anyway,don't try to make me laugh for this week kaes? Today nothing much except that mr lim postponed our test & mrs cher didn't come again.....Kinda regret not staying back for the musical on Saturday...Everyone was talking about it...Mr lim like spent almost half the lesson talking about it....Oh well...Oh yeah..we got back our english common test....I really got an unexpected grade...i though i would fail our just pass but i got a B4[although ms singh argued that it is a B3] After school stayed back outside the staff room to study then went to j8 to buy some stuffs then went home.....Now i better start mugging...1 more month only to prelims...everyone jia you!! XD...Chaoz..
finally i went to school in like 4 days...Felt as if i didn't go to school for weeks...So glad to see my friends....I think almost everyone in the whole level knows that i was hospitalized with appendicitis....Funny thing is i only told 2 people...Jia lat la....Everyone was asking me what i do in the hospital,whether my appendix burst & was the operation scary....I'm gona say for the last time...my appendix didn't BURST but it would have if i didn't operate & i don't know how it felt like during the operation because they put me to sleep....But at least i know a lot of people actually cared...So thanks loads!! =D For at least 2 weeks no physical exercises...Sian...Most unberable is that no laughing for this week...Today our class was kinda funny & that almost killed me...And always thought laughter was the best medicine..Now it's hazardous to my health...haha...Anyway,don't try to make me laugh for this week kaes? Today nothing much except that mr lim postponed our test & mrs cher didn't come again.....Kinda regret not staying back for the musical on Saturday...Everyone was talking about it...Mr lim like spent almost half the lesson talking about it....Oh well...Oh yeah..we got back our english common test....I really got an unexpected grade...i though i would fail our just pass but i got a B4[although ms singh argued that it is a B3] After school stayed back outside the staff room to study then went to j8 to buy some stuffs then went home.....Now i better start mugging...1 more month only to prelims...everyone jia you!! XD...Chaoz..