Tuesday, May 31, 2005 12:20 AM
Dear Journal, really screwed up my chinese o level paper yesterday despite mugging with chinese for many months....I have to see chinese again man...Sad...T_T...Really disappointed as all the things which i studied didn't really seemed to come out...Paper 1 was alright but paper 2 was simply horrible...God, why do you have to always rain on my side?? After the paper, went eat with samuel & his brother...We went to shop for Gerad's [sam's bro] boardshorts....Then went to foodcourt....Man it was crowded...We bumped into Ee Sheng,Yi Cheng,Austin & Gordon...Talked crap woth them...It was really funny...Gordon was talking some digusting stuffs which he claimed that it was his way to distress....haha...Then after much discussion, they decided come over to my place to play tennis....Followed gordon to his house first then met austin at newton....Then played for 3 damn long hours...lost alot of my tennis balls...like 10?? But fun overall...Then we took a dip in the pool & took some funny pictures...Ate then austin went home while gordon stayed over...Talked to him about alot of stuffs....It was truly a meaningful & enchanting day....=D
Monday, May 23, 2005 5:05 AM
Dear Journal, got back my results....Another atrocious record-breaking result...Very disappointed...T_T....Oh well, better do well for my chinese O level....Hopefully i can get a B4 or B3 man....Everyone jia you!! 1 more week!!=D Slept over at Samuel's place last night....I was shivering throughout my sleep because it was so cold & yet he didn't give me a blanket.....Thanks man...June holidays are approaching & i really want to make use of it to catch up with my studies...Really planning to go intensive....5 more months....i'm really looking forward for the band camp, hopefully i can go this year.....
Tuesday, May 17, 2005 3:31 AM
Dear Journal, i shouldn't have went to school today....I got a shock when i got back my english papers...Flung comprehension & summary...But the worst thing is that i handed up my draft for lette writing which was incomplete instead of the real one....I couldn't believe how dumb i was...It was the mistake of my life...It's like choosing a rotten apple over a clean new apple...Get the picture?? I was so frustrated & dissapointed with myself that i threw my temper inside the prefects room....I tore up my letter instantly...Now i still can't believe it....I think even more retarded than animals....If i hadn't passed up the wrong paper,i could still pass my english...Now,it's completely hopeless...All thanks to myself...Wonderful isn't it??? Couldn't be any better....I really hate myself....Such a F**king,pathetic loser.....When i told my friends, their expressions on their faces was like telling me,"Man,you're so damn stupid".....But it's godamn true...I totally suck...Even this simple task of passing up the correct work i can't do it....Complete failure....Aren't i?? Feeling damn pissed right now...With no doubt the rest of the papers will be any better....I'm such a born loser.... I S.U.C.K!!!!!
Saturday, May 14, 2005 8:40 AM
Dear Journal, finally back after mugging with my books for 2 damn weeks....Sleeping less than 3 hours for almost everyday for a week is simply unbearable man....You can try it if you don't believe me...I'm not prepared to see my parents' reactions when they see my report card...My Hummanities,Science,A maths, & English....The worst thing is that still can't relax because chinese O's is 2 weeks away man...Not prepared lehz....So many things i want to do...First thing is to go watch any movie in the theatre...It's been ages seen i last did that...Go unwind all my piled up stress...Grrr...Being under 16 has so many restrictions man...No drinking,cannot play pool,NC-16 movies,etc...Damn it...Today i went to play pool but the B**ch at the counter say that our bithdays must be over...What a party pooper...I'm only 3 weeks to becoming 16 man...I feel like stuffing my ez-card inside her fat ass the day after my birthday.......Today had kashif & mark over to play tennis...Fun...Even though i lost my bet with them & had to treat them dinner...Haven't had this much fun in ages....haha...Hope tomorrow will be a better day...=D[Btw,Happy birthday Pei Ying!!! All the best in everything throughout the year!!=) May all wishes come true!!]
Thursday, May 05, 2005 1:36 AM
Dear Journal, been some time since my last entry. Too occupied with my exams i guess... I screwed up my english & Social Studies....Can forget about moving up to band 3 but worrying that i will drop to band 5...Pathetic...The others were alright...Hopefully the rest will go smoothly...2 days madam wan never come man...She must be real sick...Suddenly miss her nagging lehz...haha...Bloody hell,studied for my ting xie but she never come man...Kaoz....All the best to everyone for your exmas!!! Jia You! =DWhat Am I Suposed To Do ?????